i have done everything
yes, everything
to avoid this moment
to avoid the day i sit back
and watch you fall apart
because of me
but it has reached the point
where your hypocrisy
has outgrown my fences
where your lies
have overflowed my dams
and washed out my homes
where your judgement
has stripped my town
of its local color
where i can no longer
tear myself apart
to keep your sanity intact
and now
in our final hours i hope
you realize why i never said
i love you
