"I'm sorry about earlier." Justin mumbled as we walked around the putt-putt course. We had just finished eating and we decided to go play. "Like, I really am." He had stopped to look at me. "I didn't know you had a boyfriend. I'd never would have tried anything, its just I thought you wanted to." His voice faded as he looked at me.
"Thats the problem, I did." My voice was quiet as I looked at my feet, Jamie and Ryan had walked off alone, leaving Justin and myself to talk. Which i didn't want. I was confused about everything. Justin. Dylan. Why i was in Hawaii. What the hell was happening?
This happens to no one. So why is it happening to me? I loved Dylan, no doubt about it so why was I questioning this? But Justin, I loved him to but in a completely different way. I had always dreamed about loving him like I love Dylan, but the only chance I will ever get and I'm not so sure I should take it.
"I'm sorry. I'll stop flirting. Just friends." He broke my train of thought and the awkward silence that was happening.
"O-Okay." I said like I was disappointed in what he said. Like I was sad? I HAD A BOYFRIEND. "Okay." I said again. "Just friends."
"Sounds like you're trying to convince yourself thats all you want to be." He smirked at me.
"Stop. Just friends!" I nudged him playfully. Maybe it would be better to keep Justin as a friend and Dylan as a boyfriend.
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"Babe, whats up?" Dylan's voice rang threw the phone.
"Oh nothing. Just in HAWAII!" As soon as the words left my mouth I wanted to shove them back in.
"Hawaii? For what?" You could tell the confusion in his voice.
"Yeah.. Um.. The vacation?"
"Your family or Jamie's family took you guys on a spur of the moment trip to Hawaii?"
"Not exactly, I mean Jamie and I are on vacation in Hawaii."
"Not exactly? Tell me whats going on Liz. Please?" He sounded hurt. I hated when he sounded like this. All of a sudden I got a huge lump in my throat like I was going to burst into tears. I cheated on him. He'd be devastated.
"We-We're with J-Justin. And Ryan."
"Right! Justin and Ryan. Your parents are letting you skip school to travel to Hawaii with a pop-star?" He started laughing, which kind of upset me more that he didn't believe me.
"Well yes?" I said as he continued to laugh.
"Okay, whatever babe. Love you. goodnight." He didn't even let me say it back before he hung up the phone and I was left on the other line in silence.
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Left With Nothing
FanfictionI sat there, with my knees pulled up to my chest, my heart pounding in my head, tears streaming down my face. He left me, with nothing, not even a dime to my name. I was crushed, but before all this before we'd even met I was happy, and I missed it.
