DEAL? {Brad simpson Fanfic)

•|Chapter 26|•

Brad//
Nobody understands how I feel right now I feel so broken so useless and unloved, every girl I fall for always ends up breaking me and I hate it i just hate it so much.
People think
"Oh you're lead singer of the vamps you can get any girl you want"
It's not like that, most girls only like me anyways cause I'm in a band and I'm "famous" I want someone who will love me for me not just for my fame and anyways we don't even earn that much money I still live with my mum for god sake!.

I was sat at home lying on my bed Jesse beside me stroking her silky fur scrolling through my mentions
@BradsDayDream:
@TheVampsBrad you and @AvaDenverr are the cutest OTP!!
@VampsAddict_:
@TheVampsBrad wish I was @AvaDenverr she's gorgeous you're a lucky lad
@FanGirlVamps:
@TheVampsBrad who needs Ava when you can have me braddy boiii ILYSM!!

Sighing at some hate I saw Ava was getting of the fans I ignored it all, it hurts that she's getting hate trust me I hate it but she's not my problem anymore and I'm sick and tired of forgiving and forgetting I'll admit I'm too soft.

@TheVampsBrad:
Don't trust anybody kids :/ X
100 Rts 546 likes
Immediately my mentions was blowing up and the fans tagged her under my tweet, I turned my phone off and put on my radio closing my eyes and escaping to my own world for a while.

AVA//
I was getting tagged under brads last tweet and I was getting so much hate, I've received hate for the first couple of months then it gradually stopped but this time it's almost unbearable
I got told all sorts but one that stood out was
"How is she even a model I can see stretch marks all over her ew"
"Ew she's fat rolls"
"Wtf she's too skinny I can see her bones Brad wyd?!?"
"She's no model look at her flab"
Okay yes I'm a model but I'm human too, everyone has stretch marks and there nothing to be ashamed of. I'm so insecure about them yes, but it's life. People think because i fit Into a size 6 I'm "anorexic" no my career comes with me eating certain foods an having a certain diet,
People go crazy when they see a certain photo of me and I've "fat folds" when I bend,
We all have them every single one of us and I'm so sick of people pointing out my insecurities that most of us all have in common to shame me cause I'm a model because I'm human.
I understand what I done on Brad was wrong im not denying it but I developed feelings for Brad so strong it kills me to even say I've let him go.
I'll never be able to explain to Brad the whole story and tell him how I really feel about him, I'm positive I love that boy. I love everything about him his personality his smile his voice his curls his eyes him. Everything about Brad makes me all warm inside and he'll never even know it or care.
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Hey guys I wanted this chapter to be a message to everyone that's it's okay to have "fat folds" and "stretch marks". I wanted to let all you readers know that even though this girl is in a fanfic as a model her character has all the same insecurities as us all so I hope in some way this chapter made you all see yourself from some different perspective :))X

Tysm for 3K too it means a lot!!<3

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