run ; kimtae

16 [end]

hi it's finally an end!! for about 2 months ? i've made this fanfic. i've got all of the supports from your vote and you yes you who reading this. haha. thanks for everything guys. happy late lunar new year! < 3

kim taehyung's pov

'i told you to stay strong and hold, yura. why did you go'

i got out from the taxi and pay him. i ran into yura's wad room. "hey, taehyung" i didn't care about namjoon calling my name. i just went straight to her and move the blanket away from her face. my tears roll down on my cheeks. "y yura"

i held her hand and crying hard. that's all i can do. i'm too weak to face all of this. she's like my first love ever since i live for 18 years old. i've never love other person like i love my family except yura. yura's special.

hoseok hyung pats my back. "be patient, taehyung-a, aunty. there must be something behind all of these. may she placed in a good place" the others just nod. i hug yura's mom. "i'm so sorry. really sorry, aunty" she pats my back. "it's okay. God loves her more than we do" she sobs.

in the sadness of watching yura's body been getting into a coffin, i can't see seokjin around since we were at the hospital. i asked namjoon where is seokjin, but he answered me with a shrug. i told him to call seokjin. "i'll sleep and take care of her body for a night" i said to them. "i'll be with you as her mom" the boys leave me and yura's mom alone with yura's body.

i took the frame of her photo. "yura.. i miss you. your voice. i told you to hold in, but you let it go. i know, you are tired. tired of holding in your pain while you're in coma. you wanted to find the way out but you just can't so you gave up. i just.. i need you by my side. it's okay, you're still by my side, right?" yura's mom pats my head. "just let her go, taehyung. just like i did" she smiles weakly.

a call is coming. "taehyung, we found seokjin hyung" namjoon said. "where is he?" i replied weakly. "he is at our skateboard park. he is fine, don't worry too much. make sure that yura's mom and you eat while taking care of yura's body till she went into the grave oh?"

"hm, i will. make sure seokjin hyung eat. he seems like he's sick since the day yura's having fever" he replied me with 'hm' and he ended up the call.

third person's pov

"seokjin hyung. don't you want to tell taehyung? it's not too late, afterall" hoseok said while looking at seokjin who stares at the scene of the park. "don't. he's already been sad with his gf's death. if i'm dead, i only want to dead by myself. i don't want anyone to know that. even you guys. so let me go far away before i died" seokjin said.

"hyung! you can't do this to us. for all those things that we went through together and now you want to went it through by yourself? no hyung. i'll follow you" jungkook sounded really mad and jimin stops him.

seokjin keep a secret from taehyung. he's been sick since months ago. he didn't want to tell taehyung because he know he doesn't want taehyung to lost him like they lost their parents. seokjin wanted to die in peace. without any of them know.

"you guys should go home. won't your parents been worry?" seokjin said and looks at the boys with a sweet smile on his face. jungkook sigh and can't take it anymore.

jungkook punch right on seokjin's face and they fell on the ground. seokjin have no energy to fight him back. seokjin just laugh. hoseok and yoongi pulls jungkook away. "stop it, jungkook. you'll just hurt him more" jimin said concernly.

"hyung-ah. you should have just tell taehyung at least. it doesn't matter if he just lost his gf but you're his brother. won't you think that it will be hurt more?" jungkook cried out loud.

"i'm sorry jungkook. but i need to respect him for now. it's okay. soon enough, i'll tell him by myself. you guys, go home. i'll contact you guys tomorrow. no worries" seokjin hug jungkook. "thanks for being too taking care of me, jungkook. i love you" he pats jungkook's back.

jungkook cried and walk by faster. "make sure he'll be fine, okay?" seokjin said to jimin. jimin just nods. "you should go home too, seokjin hyung" hoseok said and seokjin just smiled.

"i'm sorry guys. but i decided to leave tonight" seokjin whispers to himself.

the next morning

"aigoo, seokjin-ah. wake up, eoh?" mr. choi wake seokjin up. but seokjin has no response to it.

"seokjin-ah?" mr. choi push him a bit and he just moved deadly. "seokjin-ah!!" mr. choi took his phone and made a phone call.

"hello, is this someone who related to seokjin? can you pickup seokjin and brings him to the hospital? we're at the xxx, xxx" mr. choi tries to carry seokjin up but he can't because he's too old to bring heavy things.

15 minutes later.

"ahjussi! ahjussi!" a hard knock and loud voice come from outside of the door. "ahjussi, where's seokjin?" mr. choi point to his room where seokjin sleep.

"seokjin hyung. seokjin hyung!!" taehyung checked his heartbeat and breath. he is still alive. "ahjussi, what happened, eoh?! j just tell me when we are at the hospital, eoh?" taehyung carries seokjin out of the house and brings him to the hospital along with hoseok.

taehyung listened to the explains of mr. choi and ask for a forgiveness to him because he screamed at him.

the doctor came out with a bad expression. taehyung ask him quickly. "doctor. how's my brother's condition?" the doctor just shake his head. "he was too late. if you just can bring him a bit early then, he will maybe safe. but don't you have been aware that he got a sickness before?"

taehyung shakes his head. "i don't know. but i knew that he was coughing hard some days ago. but didn't know that he have some serious pain.. "

taehyung slowly cried out loud and the doctor pats him. "be patient"

"taehyung-ah" taehyung shrug his shoulder to remove hoseok's hands from his shoulder. "you knew this before, right? right?!"taehyung grabs hoseok's collar. "i'm sorry, taehyung. but this is his own request. yesterday, just yesterday he told us that he will tell you himself. he even had a fight with jungkook yesterday" hoseok cried out loud. hoseok loved seokjin as much as he love his lost brother.

namjoon, jungkook and jimin came after got a text from hoseok. taehyung's already in the room to see seokjin.

"he cough so hard in the middle of the night last night, and i didn't thought that he will cough blood just like what i saw this morning. i should have realised it" mr. choi's words keep wandering in taehyung's mind.

"hyung, what is happening.. after yura, now you. it's just yesterday that i've lost her. and this morning? hyung. why did you hide this from me?" taehyung cried and hold seokjin's hand. namjoon and jungkook starts to cry too. the others just keep themselves sobbing. "tae.."

"you guys.. you guys should have been telling this to me! for how many months already you've guys been hiding these from me? what else did you guys been hiding from me?!" taehyung screamed. the others from outside who passed by the room are just looking at them.

jungkook pulls taehyung in a hug. "hyung, sorry. i should have told you before but it's just seokjin hyung who doesn't want us to tell you.." he cried along with taehyung. "let's just pray him in peace, guys" says namjoon.

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hey guys sorry for the bad ending!! i know it's a bit late to say happy lunar new year :(

again sorry for the bad ending. i'm not good at ending. so just enjoy, and thanks babes for reading my fanfic!! i love you all(s). xoxo <    3