Your emotions turn off every second week. (Based on My Oh My By David Gray).
What on earth is going on in my heart? It's cold as stone. Seems these days I don't feel anything, less it cuts me right down to the bone. What on earth is going on? My oh my you know it just don't stop.
Being married to an original entailed a lot of baggage. You were willing to take the risk of taking on Klaus's enemies (and there were many), when you agreed to marry him. You loved him enough to make the sacrifice. And things were good. Life was good. You were happy. Obviously that didn't last long.
A witch hexed you. She put a spell on you that made you turn your emotions off every second week. You hated the emptiness that came with turning it off. You were bitter, rude, violent. You couldn't love your husband, because you were robotic.
So for the week where your emotions were on, you couldn't feel happy, only tense. Waiting in anticipation for the moment you would turn into an inevitable monster, one that you hated. Your life was a ticking time bomb.
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You jumped out of your train of endless thoughts when a pair of arms caught you from behind, hugging you softly. Your eyes closed as Klaus kissed your shoulder. Your hands rested on his, which were holding your waist."10 minutes til I turn", you whispered, your voice low.
Klaus sighed. " Dammit Y/N", he muttered, pulling away from you. "You can't keep counting away your life!", he in exasperation.
" What am I supposed to do Klaus? I'm going to turn, and feel nothing. You could die, and I wouldn't care!", you said helplessly.
"Actually, I couldn't", he said softly.
" You know what I mean! I'm cold, and heartless, and I'm not myself and I keep waiting for it to stop, but it doesn't!", you said, your eyes watering.
Try to fight it, turn it off but it's not enough. It takes a lot of laughs, it takes a lot of laughs my friend, to keep your heart from freezing, to push on to the end. You know I used to be so sharp. You know I used to be so definite.
"What, you think it's easy for me to lose my wife every second week Y/N? You don't think that I hate myself for not finding someone to counteract the spell? Because I hate it Y/N! I'm trying!", he said, just as helpless, vulnerability flashing in his eyes.
" I know you are. It's, just, I'm just, I'm tired of constantly trying to fight it, to keep my heart from freezing. I can't... I don't think I can do it for much longer. I'm terrified that I'm going to get overwhelmed and just turn it off forever ", you said tearfully. Klaus walked towards you, his hands cupping your face.
" I won't let that happen ", he said gently. You grabbed his hands, kissing them softly before kissing his lips.
" I used to be so sure of everything. I'm not sure of myself anymore", you said, your voice shaking. "Of anything".
" That's it", he said, his voice firm.
"What's it?", you asked, your voice still tearful.
" You just have to push through it", he said.
"Oh yeah. It's that easy! You know it's too excruciating. I tried to push through, to keep my emotions. I've tried every time, and my veins, my blood it burns. I can't breathe. And I have to turn it off to stop the pain. You think I can just push through the hex?", you said, your cheeks flushing in anger.
" Its not going to be easy, but you can do it. It's going to happen in a minute Y/N. And you are going to fight it. You're going to break the hex. Just look at me, stay with me, and you can do this. You will do this", he said, his eyes piercing yours.
On cue, you felt sharp bursts of pain shooting through your body. Your body felt as if it was on fire.
"I can't!", you whispered, hot tears falling down your cheeks as you clutched your stomach in agony. You fell to the floor. Klaus sat beside you, trying not to beg you to turn it off. He hated your pain, but he knew you could fight it.
" You can baby", he said softly as he stroked your palm.
"I can't", you said, the pain overwhelming you. You started sweating as you went pale. You wanted to turn it off, but you looked into Klaus's hopeful eyes, and you couldn't.
" I'm with you", he whispered. And he sat with you, helping you overcome the pain, until you couldn't feel it anymore. Until you fought the hex off.
You looked at Klaus. You were exhausted, but you felt happy. You felt, period.
"I...did it!", you said in disbelief. You threw yourself into Klaus's arms, your legs wrapping around his waist. He grinned widely.
" You did it", he said softly.
"We did it", you said, your lips meeting his softly.
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