i'm here | m.e.

6

adrabelle

''So Jacob and Shawn, your singing careers?'' Alexis says, looking towards them while sitting on the couch. I follow Mahogany to the living room, looking at everyone sitting on the couch. I stop and walk to the kitchen and decided to clean up the kitchen for Mahogany. 

I open the door and see Matt; he turns to look at me then rolls his eyes. ''Oh, it's you.'' 

He starts walking past me, but I stop him. ''You never answered my question.'' 

''What question?'' 

''What did I do to make you hate me so much?'' I say more as a whisper. I look at his eyes as his eyes get watery. He blinks a couple of times and glares at me. 

''If you don't leave this house in a manner of minutes my hatred for you will increase drastically,'' He clenches his jaw. What did I do?

 I give Matt a sad face and walk out to the living room. ''Alexis we need to leave, I feel sick.'' I cough, lying. Alexis nods her head and kisses Shawn a goodbye and whispers something to him before exiting the mansion with me.

''What happened?'' She stops me from walking faster than I already was. I look at her with a sad face, trying to hold back my tears. I look straight at the window of the mansion and start crying. ''Awe, Belle. Shhh, it's okay.'' 

''He hates me!'' I scream, crying even harder. ''He hates me!'' 

''AdraBelle! Look at me!'' Alexis shouts, trying to calm me down in a demanding way. I look up at her, breathing really fast. ''Look, you're crying for the first time in nine months and this is very overwhelming for you, but right now all you have to do is breath.'' 

''Okay, now. Inhale, exhale, inhale, exhale.'' 

I nod my head, following her directions while walking to the car. Alexis starts driving to our apartment. 

First time seeing Matt in nine months. 

First time crying in nine months.

I didn't want this to happen. I wanted him to want me back, I know what I said about not going home. This is why I didn't want to come back. He would hate me and he doe- ''We're here,'' Alexis, interprets my thoughts.

I nod and walk out of the car, quickly walking up to my apartment. I put my heels away and strip off my clothes, throwing it into the hamper. I sigh and wash my face before laying down on my bed. 

My heart just hurts so much.

It's like history is repeating itself.

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this is a vvvvv short chapter ik!!!!!! and it sucks ik!!!!!!!!!!!! 

this was rushed :((((((((((((((