i'm here | m.e.

7

adrabelle

I'm a turtle. 

I've been in my room for more than two days. No water, nothing to eat, no socialization, and no sleep. Alexis has been trying to get me out but I just never came out. After being kidnapped and beaten, I'm used to this. Nothing new besides the fact that he hates me. My love hates me. He doesn't love me anymore. The only good news is that I haven't cried since the last week which was when I went to dinner. 

''Belle!'' Alexis shouts, ''You've missed two days of your therapy!'' 

I scoff and walk to my bathroom, turning on the hot water in the bathtub. I clog the tub so I could take a bath before I get a bath bomb. I look under the sink, opening the cabinets to see my collection of bath bombs. I'm gonna go with blueberry. 

I throw the bath bomb in the tub and watch it dissolve, turning the clear water into a sky blue. I strip off my clothes and throw them into a hamper. I dip my body inside the tub and get into the water. I close my eyes, not being able to breath. This is relaxing. 

I ca- 

''Belle! Are you crazy!'' Alexis shouts, pulling me out of the tub. I take a deep breath in shock. 

''What are you doing?!'' 

''I should be asking you that question!'' Alexis turns around to grab a towel. 

''I'm taking a bath like an ordinary person.'' I roll my eyes as she hands me a towel. 

''Get dried up and changed because I bought chinese take out.'' She starts walking then stops, ''And I want you down there to eat in ten minutes.'' 

I sigh and quickly get dressed into a big t-shirt and sweat pants. I put on my nike socks and my slides. I walk down stairs to already see Alexis, sitting down, eating. I grab a plate and sit down in front of Alexis quietly. 

''You have been in your room for the past two to three days now,'' Alexis mentions. 

''I know, mom.'' 

''You didn't eat or anything,'' She mumbles. 

''Okay,'' I trail. 

''You need to go back to Matt and talk to him. Just you and him.'' 

''No way,'' I chuckle at her stupidity. 

''Too bad, I already told Matt.'' She says. 

''What?!'' I scream, ''What did he say?"

''He didn't want to but he gave in,'' Alexis says, finishing up her meal and cleans up the kitchen. 

''I don't know,'' I mumble, giving Alexis my dish. ''Is it tomorrow?'' 

''Yup,'' Alexis smiles, taking my dish to wash. I make my way upstairs and into my room, thinking about whether or not I should and go talk to Matt. 

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forgive me for not updating, there is something called school :) 

to make up for this, ill have a long chapter for the next time i vote<3

love you guys sm! 

-shekinah xoxo