So recently i turned 17.......woooooooooow. I think? Well ya so i turned 17 and my birthday wasnt a big day i had to march in a parade with my schools marching band in the morning of my bday. It was fairly boring. The rest of the day i spent with my girlfriend at my house. This was only due to an argument me and my girlfriend had that led to me telling my mom to just treat my birthday as any other day. I didnt want to celebrate it because it had always been a bad day because of my family issues. Besides that it was ok.
Being the trans girl i am, i struggle with getting clothes and being gendered properly due to my own shyness and my inability to go out and buy clothes for myself. The day after my birthday my mom took me out to go shopping. We went to a fairly strange store(in my eyes at least) that is named Rainbow. I didnt know how to react because i was terrified to actually be shopping for myself. Eventually my mom started to help me pick out things and it was going really really well. I ended up buying tops, leggings, and a really cute skirt. My mom even got me some unmentionables to get used to some styles. So now i have my own clothes. I was really happy but i mean i dont exactly get to wear them. Although i do wear my leggings to bed so it is really comfortable to sleep in what i want to sleep in. Even though i know its not good to wear leggings all the time.
Anyways..........
Recently has been eh. Ive been in a bunch of arguments that have brought me down. At this point i dont know if i want to be in a relationship anymore. But maybe we will see what happens. Hopefully i will get out of this slump eventually.
Thank you guys for reading this chapter and i hope that you all enjoyed!
-Marlene
