Hey guys hope you guys are doing well. Recently life has been there and pushing me around.
So recently I've been stressed out like crazy. Life has been really difficult mostly because of band and other things.
So band has been really stressful. Main problem with it was because we had a concert last Thursday. So i am in 3 different band classes and at the concert we had four different performances. One of which was a performance with the surrounding middle schools in the area. Lucky i only had to participate in three of the four performances, but there was so much stress to it.
Before i continue with this let me explain to you... So the three classes i participate in are percussion ensemble, marching/concert band, and jazz ensemble. These groups all had performances last Thursday.
So before the concert started the percussion ensemble had jobs that we all had to do and because our shity section leader want there so i had to take care of everyone making sure we all had our jobs covered. When our section leader isn't there i usually take control just to make sure we get things done.
This was the party that stressed me out so much because of all the things i had to take care of. I had been running around so much just taking care of everyone else. But like i said i didn't have to do all four performances so i did get to chill out for a bit.
Another thing that stressed me last week was that i rally needed to talk to one of my friends in a one on one conversation and one of my most recent chances was when i didn't have to perform because she didn't either. It was the perfect chance but being who i am i am terrified to talk to her.
Next topic... So i know i told you guys about the whole situation where my mom some how managed to lose the under garments she had gotten me for my bday and I've been wanting to ask her if we could go out again to replace them because it would make me happy. But the thing is i also want to ask if i can get bras even tho i don't have any cleavage out anything. I keep getting really scared to ask though so i mean it's been stressful.
So........ That's pretty much everything for now. Thank you guys for continuing to read this i really appreciate it. I love you all 😊.
~Marlene
