So recently things have been going differently. I have been on a break with my girlfriend and we are just talking as friends right now, people still haven't talked to me(like usual) but behind my back people have questioned why i have changed my gender to female on Facebook and why i have two accounts, and then there is school.
First thing, me and my girlfriend are still talking but just as friends for now and i do hope we stay together because i love her. We are simply going through some issues. I would prefer not to go into depth.
Recently i haven't been talking to many people because they don't talk to me besides the people i talk to on almost a daily basis. Until about last Friday. My school had an assembly that was supposed to be based on MLK but then it turned out to be about Harriet Tubman. Luckily i didn't have to go because my advisory teacher didn't sign the class up for it. In this time i ended up asking him if it was ok with him if i were to go back to the band room because it is my favorite place to be. Some time within the two hours i was there a freshman in band started talking to me and for privacy reasons her name will be changed. Lucia was talking to me about school, music, drums, and life. We talked for about a good half and hour or so. She was very nice and we just talked about some past events that happened at the school before she arrived during both my freshman and sophomore year.(yes that means im a junior) But any ways we just got some time and talked it was nice and she was the first new person i talked to so thats always a good thing.
Next on the list! Yaaaaa, so a while back i changed my Facebook gender to female and no one has confronted me about it but many people have questioned it behind my back and go to my girlfriend about it. She does know I'm transgender and does not tell anyone because she thinks it would be wrong to just blurt it out in front of everyone. Im waiting at the moment for someone to bring it up to me so i will wait to see what happens. As of the second page the only one i have is of my actual persona i would prefer to be known but but it is not exactly active. I don't necessarily use it. Its more of an idol account. But no one should think its a second account based on the name change to it.
Last but not least, school. So recently this semester has started off as bad as it did last semester but its going better, at least somewhat better. I also started my college semester up on Saturdays. The only thing that sucks is that I'm on academic probation due to me failing last semesters class. Upside to this was that they aren't forcing us to pay the fee of failing that class by making us the students pay the actual class fee because they have enough money to cover it.
Any ways thats life caught up in a nutshell so until i have something to post about which i actually do it will be in the next chapter.
-Marlene
