Hey guys, i have something to tell you to catch up.
So as you all know ive been in a relationship. And the relationship has had its many ups and downs... but lately ive felt more that the relationship had been falling apart... mainly because of time consumption and space between me and my girlfriend...
Personally i dont like cheaters but i did do something that would qualify me as that...
On sunday i was out with my friend Logan(ftm trans) who is really close to me. We were just walking around and at one point we decided to hang out and just hug each other. We were in a similar position that a boyfriend would hold his girlfriend, where the guy has his legs open and her back is on his chest. Though because i am the taller out of me and him, he laid on me and we both stared into each others eyes for a while and then one thing led to another and we kissed...
I feel guilty of course because i havent told my girlfriend yet but i do plan to. And me and Logan also plan on becoming a couple.
I hope that this doesnt make you guys think of me differently it just made me feel happy.
The situation ive been in with my gf isnt great... i told her i would suffer and stay a man for and she didnt feel bad at all... this is because neither of us know if her parents are going to be supportive... this is one reason i kinda disappeared more recently in writing.
Logan and i both share so much in common and we both truly love each other. And i plan so many things to make sure we are happy together.
Thank you for reading this chapter guys. I really appreciate you guys and i hope that you guys dont think differently of me...
Sincerely- Marlene
