"Huh? Mel? Are you okay?"
Alyssa's voice was scratchy, as if she had been asleep.
She had.
"Al-" My voice cracked and I failed to finish my own sentence. I started sniffling uncontrollably, and I couldn't breathe.
"Melanie?" She asked as she apparently shuffled.
I couldn't speak in complete sentences, but I could stutter out bits and pieces between the short, quick, uncontrollable breaths I was taking.
"I--ruin--ruined--everyth-ing."
"What? What are you on about?" She asked, obviously confused as to why I called her so late and why I couldn't breathe.
I tried my hardest to keep myself from butchering my sentences, as difficult as it was, "I said--said that I-r-r-ruined everyth-in-g."
"What do you mean? Is everything okay?"
"L-Luke.."
"Oh god.. What happened?"
I tried to explain, but every word was like a bullet into my heart as I relived the experience. Alyssa could tell that it hurt, so she asked "Would it be easier if you just texted me? I mean, it's easier not to think about it if you do."
So that's what I did. I spent thirty minutes practically writing a book about what I did and how I felt about it. Alyssa understood, but she was honest about the story nonetheless.
To: me
From: Alyssa
listen, I get that you're with Niall, but that doesn't justify your actions. you could have just told him that you were dating Ni and Luke would have understood. You overreacted and took it way too far. I don't mean to be rude, I'm just trying to be honest. As for advice, apologize to him, Melanie. It might be hard and he might not forgive you, but that's the only chance you've got at this point.
What she said hurt and made me feel utterly terrible, but I was glad she was honest. The only problem was the whole apologizing thing. As I'm not good with people in general, I don't know how I'll be with 'sorry.' Especially when I really messed up.
From: me
To: Luke.
Hey.. we need to talk.
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(A/N)
Hey! sorry this is a short chapter and it's just a filler but I've been busy. bUUUT the nexy few chapter are going to be really hectic and you're all probably going to kill me but iM SORRY
I SWEAR I DIDNT WANT TO DO THE THINGS TO COME THEY JUST HAVE TO HAPPEN OK
Until next chappie,
~M xx
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Perfect » n.h {COMPLETED}
Fanfiction"But stretch marks and scars, broken hearts and social anxiety--it's all part of who you are. Having imperfections and still being beautiful; that's what true perfection is, and that's what you are." ••• *trigger warning for basically the whole book...
