- Father?! - I gasped in shock when I saw 3 men holding my already beaten up father down while one of them pulled his head up so he can see me as well.
I looked back at Safiye, now terrified.
- What the hell is this supposed to mean?! - I snapped - Let him go! He doesn't have anything to do with this!
- He does... Since he is your father - she said coldly - So I repeat myself... Tell the Sultan the truth... And get him to send her away, or your father's going to die...
Fucking hell.
She got right to the point.
- No...
- Time's running out, my dear...
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I was more than upset when I got back to the main building and I couldn't hide it from Azura, who came to greet me right away...
- I'm sorry, Azura - I panted - I don't have time for this right now...
And with that I headed to Herman's room immediately and luckily for me he was free for talk.
Only because Rasa just left his room, with a disturbing smirk on her face, just making me want to slap her badly.
Anyways...
As hard as I tried I couldn't say what I should've said to him...
I just couldn't speak up about his mother wanting to kill Mustafa.
How could I do that when he loves his mother so much and she is also my only supporter that's a Sultana...
How do I even want to have a child here when I'm unable to protect myself and the people I love?!
- Herman, I...
Suddenly, as I was nearly ready to speak someone knocked on the door and Dervish Pasha came in, interrupting us and making me leave the room.
I was near to cry, but I had to hold myself back because Handan Sultan came up to me...
- Kosem... Is everything okay? - she asked me.
Seems like she noticed it.
- Everything's okay... - I mumbled - Dervish Pasha's in there now...
She still just looked at me.
- I'm sorry... But I have to go now... - I bowed and quickly left before I'm gonna start crying in front of her....