I can't handle this crap.
Everything and everyone's against me!
And if this wouldn't be enough when I got back to my room I found this chick... What's her name again?
I think it was Katerina.
And now that she has became Herman's "favorite" too we have to share the room.
Which I really am not into.
- What is it, dear Kösem Hatun? Bad to know you're not the only one in the Sultan's life, huh? - she said, wanting to tease me.
And as much as I didn't want to let her do it I did...
- Shut up... - I hissed.
- You need to get used to this!
- Get the fuck out of here! - I shouted angrily.
- I'm not going anywhere! - she hissed back - As long as I'm alive I'll be here and will be the part of this harem!
Fucking hell.
I just left the room angrily and headed towards the Sultan's room, but I couldn't just get in as usual.
Zülfikar was standing there, making it impossible for me to get in.
And who's Zülfikar?
He's one of Herman's "best friend" and also a soldier... Or shall I say he's called "Captain Zülfikar"...
- I apologise, Kösem Hatun, but you can't go in - he told me.
- It's important!
- He's working. You can't possibly bother him right now.
He seemed determined to keep me away and I didn't have another choice, but to leave...
Or atleast to play like I'm going.
But as soon as he turned away from the door I quickly sneaked in.
He luckily couldn't catch me before I entered the room so once when I was in he couldn't do anything, but to bow down.
Herman looked up in confusion as he saw both of us inside.
- I'm sorry, but I couldn't stop her from coming in... - said Zülfikar.
- It's okay - Herman replied calmly.
Zülfikar left the room so it was only the two of us.
- What's the matter? - he asked me.
- Katerina is my problem - I groaned while I still had my head down.
He lifted my chin up and looked into my eyes.
- Please relax... It'll be fine... - he said.
And as usual I probably can't do anything, but to accept this as he wouldn't believe me if I say Katerina is working for Safiye Sultan.
But whatever.
She'll get out of here.
I'll make sure of that...
