Chapter 15

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Herman's POV:

I went outside to take a walk and just take my mind off of everything.

Everything was silent and peaceful.

Exactly what I needed right now.

But one thing was missing...

One person...

- Angie... - I sighed deeply.

Just as I sighed I looked up and I noticed her standing at the balcony, all sad and stuff which made me feel sad as well.

For some seconds I was just looking up at her.

Suddenly she looked down at me as well then bowed her head slightly.

I just smiled back at her then...

- Come down! - I shouted up to her.

I didn't care who hears it.

I just wanted her to hear it and come down to me now.

- Eh?!

- Don't question it! Just come!

She nodded, looking confused as she headed off and within a few minutes she was right by my side, with her head down low.

- Hey... Why is your head so low? - I asked as I gently lifted her chin up so I could look into her beautiful green eyes.

- I just don't want to be disrespectful...

- What are you talking about?

- You didn't seem to be happy when I'm around you, or near you... So I guessed... I should act more respectful...

I sighed then I placed both my hands on her cheeks.

- I don't know where did you get this idea from... Or who told this... But...

I actually don't have a proper explanation to why I was avoiding her.

All I could say could be because of Safiye Sultan... But I don't want to involve her into this issue with her, me and my mother...

She'll eventually be involved at some point anyway...

But just not now...

I want her to be happy for me...

I don't want her to be frustrated all the time like my mother...

- I apologise... - I said.

- Huh...?

- I'm deeply sorry... For not appreciating you enough... In the past few weeks... I'm just having some stressful time... But I've never meant to be mean... Mostly not to the woman I love the most... - I smiled at her.

- Herman...

- I love you... Don't forget that.... - I said - Even if I don't call you... Even if I don't speak to you... You're always going to be the most important person in my life... Because with your love and support... I can get through everything...

- I love you too...

That's all she could say.

Not because she was embarrassed, but because I kissed her.

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