Remembrance- A Before You Exit Fanfiction

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It's been a few weeks since Toby and I kissed in the woods. He asked me to be his official girlfriend a few days after we kissed. We never told the guys about us, and we're extremely careful whenever the guys are around us. Sometimes when we're watching movies, I'll get tired and rest my head on his shoulder, but I do that with everyone else too. We go on cute little secret dates a lot and we'll stay up later than everyone else to cuddle and talk. Braiden has been hanging around more and more as time goes by. He still looks at me with longing eyes which makes me feel extremely guilty that I'm with Toby. I don't know what will happen if I ever fully get my memory back. If I'll be in love with Braiden still or if I'll stick with Toby. It's hard. I've gotten small bits of my memory back while playing piano. Most of the time it's a name or a place and I'll have to ask what happened there, but occasionally, I'll remember something about my family in Minnesota. I remember everything about Ashley, and I remember a little bit about my parents, but I still have no clue what Drew ever did to me.

"Lindsey? You okay?" Thomas asked, knocking me out of my thoughts.

"Oh, sorry. I was spacing out." I said, blushing and looking down at my food.

"What were you thinking about?" Mom asked.

"It was just kinda a jumble of random thoughts." I said.

"Well, we were just talking about your trip to London. We convinced Niall to fly you out before tour in December." Dad said.

"You'd be going alone though. We need to get everything ready." Thomas said. I nodded.

"When would I leave?" I asked.

"Tomorrow night is the soonest he can get if you want to go right away." Mom said.

"I'd like that. I'll call him after dinner." I said, a smile appearing on my face.

"You thinking what I'm thinking?" Thomas asked, a sly grin on his face.

"Sleepover?" I asked.

"Sleepover." Thomas confirmed.

"I suppose we can go out tonight. Let you crazy kids have as much fun as needed." Dad said.

"Thanks Dad." I smiled.

"Anything for you two." He smiled.

"I'll text Connor." Thomas said, whipping his phone out. I slapped his hand and grabbed his phone, sliding it in my pocket.

"Wait until after dinner. That's rude." I scolded. Mom and Dad widened their eyes and stared at me while Thomas pouted. My cheeks glowed red again and I looked back down at my food I barely touched.

"May I be excused? I'm not very hungry." I said, looking at Mom. Suprise flashed in her features before she shook it off.

"Sure sweetie." She said. I got up and took my plate to put my food in the fridge. I washed my plate after I put my food in some tupperware and put it away. When that was done, I left Thomas's phone on the counter and started upstairs. When I got to my room, I slid my phone out of my pocket and dialed Niall's number.

"Lindsey!" Niall cheered, his Irish accent thick.

"Hey Niall! I just wanted to call and tell you that I'd love to come to London as soon as possible." I said.

"Whoo! Alright, I'll buy the ticket right now! Tomorrow night okay?" Niall asked. I heard the keys clicking on the other line.

"Yeah. It sounds perfect." I said. I walked to my closet and grabbed my suitcases and started throwing random stuff in, including every pair of heels I own as well as my Converse, Supras, Adidas, Toms and gladiatior sandals. I really like shoes okay?