Souda x Reader - Forever alone. . .or maybe not

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Kazuichi's sobs filled the room as we looked at him. Some of us looked at him with heartless expressions complete with disgust, others looked at him with pity, the rest of us were purely shocked, unable to say a word.

"I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm so so sorry but PLEASE. . . !" His teary eyes darted to the monochrome bear in desperation. 

"Please don't kill me!" 

The words broke my heart just a little bit more then it already was. I thought I was used to this by now. . .but then again, the idea of being used to something as messed up as this was disturbing as well. . .

"Yer murdered shark boy! Yer knew the risks and now that you've been found out you've gotta pay! upupupu. . .UPUPUPUPUPUPUPU!" Kazuichi's face changed from pleading to absolute terror as Monokuma's bone chilling laugh grew louder and louder.

"Wait Monokuma!" My voice cut through his glee as he glanced at me with impatience  and annoyance. "At least let us talk to him first." Kazuichi gazed at me in disbelief.

I wanted to prevent his death, even if just for a little bit longer. . .because the truth was. . .

I loved Kazuichi. 

I had for a long time but. . .it was always Sonia he looked at so I respected that fact and left him to do what he wanted. . .had that been a mistake though?

Sonia was one of the few people who looked shocked, but she also glared at Kazuichi with disdain.To make it worse she did this while clutching to Gundam's arm. She would never return his feelings. . .she would only break his heart.

Trying to forget the pain I felt at seeing the despairing scene I focused on Kazuichi. I decided that if this was the end for Kazuichi and Sonia didn't love him, I was going to tell him how I felt.

"Kazuichi, I need to tell you something. . . " I tried to keep my voice calm and even. 

"Huh?" Kazuichi seemed confused. "You not going to ask me why I did it?"

"No. . .I don't think I want to know. I just need you to know something before-before you're gone." I felt like a coward, not wanting to know why, but was there a point in knowing? I had the feeling that if I did know it would only leave me with regrets and sadness. . .with more despair.

Wiping his tears away Kazuichi walked over to me weaing a trembling yet serious expression on his face. 

"I'm listening Y/N."

Everyone stared at us, but mostly me as they waited in anticipation, curious at what I was about to say. If I had things my way this would be happening in private. . .

"Kazuichi, I know you probably don't feel the same way but. . .I love you. . .even if you have committed murder. . .I still love you!"

. . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . .

Silence pierced the air and an awkward atmosphere was born until Monokuma started drawling. . .

"Isn't. That. Sweet. Now give her a reply and we'll kill you. . .upupupu!" 

However everyone ignored him, including us and the intensity of our stares made me wonder why I hadn't told him sooner. . .no matter what I do now it appears I will regret my decision. . .dammit!

"Y/N. . .I won't lie to you. . .I don't feel the same way. . ." My heart sank, I knew this would be his reply but it still hurt.

". . .but, I'm sure that if I had spent more time with you, and got to know more about you. . .I would have fell in love with you too." That. . .was enough. . .to make me content. . .yes, it filled me with bitter regret but. . .it was enough. . .

"Thank you Kazuichi. . ." Silent tears escaped my now tightly shut eyes, but I smiled. I had hope in my heart.

"Thank you Y/N. . .I always feared I would be alone. . .that no one would love me. . .but even if I'm about to. . .d-die I believe that a part of you will stay with me. . ." 

He turned around to hide his teary face. It was as if a new pride had filled his heart.

"I'll see you later Y/N  L/N. . ."

"Yeah. . .see you later. . .Kazuichi Souda. . ."

And with that Monokuma dragged him away and his execution began:

A monokuma grabbed Kazuichi and shoved him into a drilling machine. Kazuichi struggled trying to break free of the iron grip the monokuma held him with, but as with every action done in this horrible place, it was hopeless. 

We caught a glimpse of  each other one more time before the hatch on the machine came down on Kazuichi, eternally separating us. Then the machine violently hurtled itself down into the ground and disappeared. 

Monokuma walked up to us and showed us a screen displaying the rest of the execution. he enjoyed tormenting us. . .

The machine continued and wouldn't stop no matter how deep into the earth it went. As it plummeted you could hear faint screams coming from inside the drill. 

The screams got louder when the machine started to melt. I watched in horror as I realized that the machine had reached the Earth's core. 

It dawned on me that Kazuichi was melting with it, and at that awful moment of realization the screen turned to static and then went black. 

"upupupupu nothing to see here!" And Monokuma left the room leaving in us to despair. 

But despite the pain of losing Kazuichi I had a spark of hope within me.

Kazuichi tought he would be forever alone. . .but having shared our last words maybe that wasn't the case. 


D-done. . .

The feels of all these stories are starting to kill me. . .xD

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