Leon x Reader - If only. . . .

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Requested by nequokitty. . .

He has to be executed twice!? Poor 11037 XD


"Ahoahoahoahoahoahoahoahoaho aho aho. . .aho. . .aho?" Leon's shouting weakened to a quiet question. Everyone, including him, knew it was time to give up. 

"Just stop Leon. . .we know it was you. . .you can't deny it. . ." Naegi's words hit Leon full force. He crumpled to his knees and covered his face with his hands.

". . . . . . . ." It wasn't like Leon to be silent. I wanted him to say something, but at the same time I was glad he had given up, that this whole, traumatizing situation could come to an end. 

ARRRGGGGHHHH! I didn't know what to think at this point!!

I was angry, but not at Leon, at myself. If only I could've stopped Leon from meeting up with Sayaka. I don't know how I could've stopped him. . .but if I could've done something. . . 

"Don't start thinking. . .it was your fault Y/N." Leon spoke in a steady voice that surprised me.

"It was my fault that I'm in this situation. . .I can't say stuff like 'I had no choice'. . .I guess it's time I grew up." What was with Leon? He never acted like this. . .where was the young at heart, big dreamer I knew before? 

I was confused, really confused. "What's going on Leon!? Why are you talking like that? How did you even know what I was thinking?"

"Cause your so straightforward, and I'm smarter than I was before."

I stared feeling powerless.

"Actually, considering I'm gonna. . .die. . ." He shivered at the word and continued "I might as well be true to myself and tell you how I feel."

"What?" I looked at him completely dumbfounded, did that mean I didn't know the real Leon?

"Well Y/N. . .I said I wanted to be a musician but. . .really I just want to play baseball one more time. . .I know it's lame to change my mind so quickly and all but. . .that's how I've felt since I came here. Maybe that's why I didn't stop when Sayaka attacked me. I wanted to play baseball one more time." 

He shifted his glance down to he ground with a shyness I never knew he had. . .seeing this side of him was actually kinda sweet.

But I felt disappointed for some reason. Was that all he had to say? Why did that even matter?

"Are you  upset with me? That I gave up music so fast?" He looked at me with a tiny amount of fear, as if my reply could break him if I said yes. But I wasn't annoyed or upset, I could never be either of those things when it came to Leon. 

And that's when it hit me. I loved Leon Kuwata and I needed him to love me back. . .

"No Leon, I'm not upset but. . .but is that all you have to say? Please tell me there's something else!"

"Well Kuwata, is there something else? Cause if there ain't I wanna execute you now!" Monokuma interrupted with an eagerness that was creepy to the everyone else. Who was ever that excited to kill?

Leon started shaking. Maybe he wasn't so mature after all. Then again, no one could face death without being at least a little bit afraid.

"I-There is something I want to tell you Y/N. . ." He slowly walked up to me and with every step he took he become more and more flushed. 

"Y/N I. . . I love you!" He wrapped his arms around me and squeezed so tightly I struggled to breath, but I was happy and content in that moment. He actually loved me too! I didn't think it was possible, but here we were. . .hugging each other. . .if only this moment could last though. With that thought a stray tear streaked down my face silently. 

"I'll see ya later then Y/N. . ." He flashed me a shaky smile that couldn't disguise the true fear he felt. If only I could take that fear away. . .if only

 "Now then, I've prepared a very special punishment for Leon Kuwata, the Ultimate Baseball Star!

Lets give it everything we've got! It's. . . PUNISHMENT TIIME! 

Leon looked around the room at the disgraceful looks of his classmates. I was the only one who looked at him more softly. 

Suddenly an iron collar came out of the shadows and clamped itself around his throat, dragging him into to a baseball pitch. Leon then found himself stuck on a pole as a monokuma started shooting 1000 balls each one hitting Leon with great force. It looked too painful. . .I just need this to stop! Why was I so frustratingly weak!

As my wish was being made the shooting stopped leaving a bloody and battered Leon hanging from the post.

If only I could have saved him somehow. . .then he might have been able to play baseball one last time. . .


This killed me and not because of any feels. . .because I probably failed. If anyone likes this I will be so grateful. . .please BEAR with my awful writing. . .  T^T

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