TRIGGER WARNING!!!
Starr's POV
Several months passed after that, and now tour was over. We were headed back to Arizona, where Nikki and I would finish the year of school, since we never got around to finishing the year. I thought about it. It was March again, Nikki and I had just turned 19. We had been on tour with Black Veil Brides and One Direction for a whole year.
Everything seemed to happen so fast. Jinxx was my boyfriend. Larry Stylinson had come out to the world at their last concert, Jake and Night were dating, Silver and Zayn were dating, Nikki and CC were together, Andy and Ashley eventually fell for each other, and Niall and Liam got together as well. We were all pretty happy, but I was not looking forward to school.
I texted Drake.
Me: On our way back to AZ. Gonna finish the year at school.
Drake: Cool. How is everything? You haven't texted me. We haven't even had contact since the concert in Colorado. Everything okay?
Me: It is now...
Drake: Now? What happened?
Me: Well, I started to quit, but then I found out my mom was killed by some thieves that broke into our house. I cut like every day after that.... Jinxx asked me out, and he's helping me get back on track. Its been almost three months since I cut last.
Drake: I'm sorry for your mom.. I'm proud of you for getting help though.
Me: Thanks.
We got back to AZ finally, and were almost to Nikki's house.
"So, where will you stay until the school year's over?" Jinxx asked.
"I.. Nikki and her-- my- dad, said I could stay with them until it's over..." I said quietly. I wasn't looking forward to meeting my dad. I was still angry at him for abandoning me and my mom. I wonder if she'd still be alive if he'd been there... Or would they both be dead? I stopped thinking about it.
"You okay?"
"No... I'm still not comfortable with him. He abandoned me. I don't see me getting over that any time soon." I said truthfully, looking up into jinxx's silver-blue eyes. He leaned down and kissed me.
"Does that make it better?" He said, smiling.
I giggled. "No, but it was nice." I kissed him again, and the bus stopped, making us fall over.
"Well. That's one way to cock-block!" Jinxx said, his voice coated in surprise.
"Yeah." I giggled again. "I guess that means we're here..." I said, my heart sinking a little. It was only two months, why was I so sad? I got out with Nikki and we went up to the front door. This would be the first time meeting my dad with me knowing it was him...
"You ready?" Nikki asked.
"As I'll ever be..." We walked in and Nikki's-- our-- dad, was waiting for us.
"Hey sweetie! I've missed you so much! How was the tour?" David asked Nikki. They hugged, and I sorta felt awkward.
"It was great!" She said, then David looked toward me.
"I'm sorry about your mother." He said sadly, and I grew angry. I knew I couldn't do this.
"Save your pity!" I snapped, then brushed past him and went up to the room he'd set up for me.
I felt sort of bad for brushing him off, but I couldn't accept him yet. I look into his eyes and I see the man who abandoned me. I couldn't help but have issues. I started unpacking, and came across my razorblades. I glanced down at the scars on my arms. I'd been clean for almost three months...
