Tainted Love

Chapter 5

Cameron
          I screwed it up with Autumn again. This time it was bad...really bad. No realized how bad I've hurt her and I could tell she wished she never knew me.  I know how mad she is now.  Sometimes I wish I had her back but my friends said that she was only dragging me down.  I broke up with her because of my 'friends' and now I'm dating the cheer captain.  A girl I didn't love but I dealt good about it at first because I thought it would make me more popular but only now do I realize I was wrong.

          I felt like crying all day but I didn't.  At football practice I took all of my anger out on the game.  I remember how she would cheer me on in the stands.  I remember one game I got tackled and broke my leg, she came running out of the stands screaming at the guy who tackled me.  I remember her mousy brown hair falling on my face and looking into her ocean blue eyes and never wanting to look away.  She stayed with me in the hospital all night not once leaving me alone. 

          That night I tried to text her but Jade came over and I guess my mom leather in because next thing I knew she ran into my room pinning me down on my bed.  I heard my mom yell up to me "I'm going out I will be back in a couple of hours love you.  Have fun you two love birds".  I couldn't respond because Jade started making out with me.
"So your mom isn't home" She said as she started to take off my shirt.
"NO" I screamed as I pushed her off me.
"Why?"
"It's....just"
"Come on!!!"
"Listen I thing we aren't right for each other okay?"
"Cameron West are you breaking up with me?!?!"
"Yes please leave my house Jade"
"Fine, I was cheating on you anyways" She said as she got up and walked out and got in her car.  I was proud of myself and I didn't feel like I wanted her back anytime soon.