Just Another Girl

Chapter 10- Jealousy

Madi's POV

My eyes fluttered open immediately focusing on the cute Irish boy sound asleep next to me (No nothing happened you perverted children!) all I can hear is the sound of his soft snores and the light serene chirpping of birds outside. I pick up my phone to check the time and notice I have a text from my mom. I smile opening the text.

Mom :) 

Hi Madi I hope your having a good time in England so far let me know where your staying? I worry about you sweet heart, have you reached out to Audrey yet? I really think you should work things out with her honey you have ignored her to long, let me know when you find out what your gonna do :) xoxo I love you.

Of course my mum is completely overreacting.

Mum everything's fine I'm staying with her actually I'm settling in fine and I will try to give you a call soon xoxo love you too! 

"Where is your family?" I hear Niall's thick Irish accent and almost melt, his voice is so sexy in the morning.

"In Canada." I sigh

"Do you miss them?" He asks

"Every day." I reply trying not to look weak.

"You can tell me anything you know, I know we just met but I'm a very trustworthy person." He says looking in to my eyes thoughtfully.

"Thank you Niall, but there's not much to tell. I moved to Canada with my family a few years ago and I finally realized London is where my heart is. I knew coming back was the right thing to do so I did. I miss my family terribly but there's not much I can do, and I have Audrey to help me through it she is my best friend. I don't know what I would do without her." I say taking in a sharp breath, talking about my family isn't easy but I just feel like Niall should know about my past.

"Why did you move to Canada?" He asked the one question I did not want to hear escape his perfect lips. I bit my bottom lip feeling very uncomfortable why should I tell him? I have never told anyone this. I have barely admitted it to myself I have always thought of it as a faded and tattered memory as if I knew it was there but I didn't acknowledge it. I have kept this rusted memory stored away deep in the back of my mind for so long maybe I should tell Niall maybe letting this traumatizing memory escape my lips will help it escape my mind also.

"Well I have an uncle and we were very c-close." I began to stutter and that was when I noticed this was not going to be as easy as I thought.

"Madi, the last thing I want to do is make you uncomfortable. You don't have to tell me if your not ready I will understand. I just hope you know you can trust me with anything." He lifted his hand and tucked a strand of my hair behind my ear. I smiled feeling a light blush creep on to my cheeks.

"Why do you care about me so much?" I blurted out. "I mean, well it's just-" he cut me off.

"Madi I have only known you for a day but I feel like I could tell you anything, I feel like I can trust you and I just want you to feel the same about me. I care about you so much because I have never met someone so outgoing, sweet, caring, funny and beautiful ever. I probably sound like an idiot right now but I just don't feel as connected to the boys as I used to be. Management thinks they would be better off if I wasn't in the band at all, honestly I just need a friend right now." He says I watch his features intently.

"I do trust you Niall. It's just I have never told anyone and Im afraid of reliving the event. I'm just not prepared for anything drastic." I say hesitantly I really hope he's not hurt.

"I understand Madi." He says with a sympathetic smile.

Just then Louis burst through the door energetically, our heads turned to face the door and he visibly tensed his grin dropping.