Seventeen: Hoshi Pt.1

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thrustinmehoshi

Hoshi is my boyfriend. Yes the Hoshi. Kwon Soonyoung. From the famous Seventeen. I was a fan before I was a girlfriend and the fact that he even looked at me was bewildering. The day he asked me to be his I played it cool telling him I'd think about it. The moment I got home I was bouncing off the walls and screaming till my lungs had no more breath.

He treated me like a princess. Whatever I wanted he would get me even if I protested. He rubbed my tummy when I got cramps and fixed my hair on bad days. There was rarely a time in which his arms weren't around me. He'd text me good morning and call me late at night just to hear my voice even if I fell asleep moments later.

He was the definition of the perfect boyfriend. Except lately... He was far from even a decent boyfriend.

I was lucky to get a text even once a week. We rarely spent time together but that was understandable due to schedules. Though, even when we were together it didn't seem like he wanted to be. And somehow all the (little) time we've spent together lately ended in a fight.

Today I thought I'd try again. I wasn't ready to give up even though everything told me that I should. I scrolled though my contacts until I found him. BABE was printed there with silly little emoji's and heart symbols.

I clicked his name and pressed the phone to my ear. On the third ring he picked up.

"Who is it?" He asked informally.

I took a  breath before answering him. "You have caller ID don't you?" I questioned trying to sound playful.

"Oh... Kristyn.."

"You act like it's a bad thing."

"Of course not." He said adding a laugh that was clearly forced.

"Well anyway... I was wondering if you'd like to hang out today... Maybe a movie or something?" I asked. I was hopeful that he would say yes.

"Can't.. I was just leaving for a photo shoot. It'll take all day. And I'll be very tired afterwards.. Maybe another day." He didn't even put effort into trying to sound sad about it.

"Right." I could feel the knot in my throat. "Well hopefully you're free on Friday... You remember what that day is right?"

"Of course I do. I'll call you some other time." He didn't even say goodbye before hanging up the phone.

I let my cellphone slip onto the bed. I pulled my knees up to my chest and wrapped my arms around them. He couldn't have forgotten. He wouldn't forget right? Not our anniversary. To be honest I don't even know anymore.  

The day had finally come and I'd set my hopes ridiculously high. I woke up early in the morning. I knew it was too early to expect a text but I wanted to be awake when It did come.

Seven passed.
No text. No call.
Eight passed.
No text.  No call.
Nine passed.
No text. No call.
Ten passed.
No text.... No call.... not from him anyway....

I got out of bed and headed to the kitchen to eat breakfast. I held the phone tightly in my hand in preparation of a call.

"Surprise! Happy anniversary Kristyn!"

My parents cheered and sat me down at the table. My favorite breakfast sat before me and they even set a bowl of ice cream in front of me. "Ice cream for breakfast?"

"It's a special day for you... Enjoy it."

I ate it all. I wasn't sure if this made me feel better or made me hurt worse. I decided I would make the move and call him. He might just be tired.

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