Kpop One Shots

BTS: Jin X Suga

I make fun of him and push him away for his motherly antics. What he didn't know. What no one knew, sometimes even myself, was that I liked it. My heart secretly pounded harder whenever he'd thoughtlessly fixed my hair or button that last notch on my shirt. I blushed when he wasn't looking and often caught myself mesmerized by the way his lips moved and how soft they looked no matter what.

I acted unfazed whenever he would rest his head on my shoulder or wrap his arms around me. It wasn't strange. We all did this but he was different. His body was always warm and his chest was never too firm to the point it was uncomfortable.

When he smiled at me I always felt like a little school girl. Too shy. So when I had the opportunity I would curse and assert my dominance as a hyung over our other members. I didn't do it just because I was mean. I did it because it made me feel less vulnerable to Jin's charm and more like a man.

"Suga?"

"Ne?" I did my best to try and sound normal. To try and sound like I hadn't been staring at a photo of his bare shoulders for the past twenty minutes.

"Jungkook isn't feeling too well. I'm going to take him to the doctor's. Would you like to come along?"

I really didn't understand why Jin wanted me to go with him. Maybe so I wouldn't be lonely since everyone else was out doing activities. Or maybe he didn't want to wait alone for the maknae. Whatever the case was I didn't care. I would go anywhere he wanted me to.

" Yeah sure. It's stuffy in here anyway."

I don't think I'd seen Jungkook at all today and when I did I nearly jumped back. The circles under his eyes were darker than I'd ever seen them and his lids were slightly swollen. His nose was red and running and his voice sounded more like a rougher version of V's. Jin put a mask over his face and put a beanie over his head.

The air outside was cold and we quickly rushed to the car. Inside warmed up quickly and I drove us to Kookie's regular doctor. We checked the kid in and sat in a private waiting room. I watched the fish float around in the tank mindlessly. Whether jokingly or with sincerity Rap Monster probably would have uttered some philosophical bullshit about them being trapped right now. Though I wouldn't admit it id probably agree with him. At the moment I am trapped in my feelings for the man sitting across from me.

I shouldn't be jealous of him taking care of Jungkook. I shouldn't want to slap him for leaning on his shoulder and I shouldn't be upset about the way he fixed his mask. Was it so wrong to want that attention on me? Was it wrong for me to want his fingertips to brush my skin? Was it wrong for me to want to be so close his eyelashes tickled me? I should be worried about the kid who looked like hell not be worried about their skinship.

Was it wrong the sense of relief I felt when he was whisked away by a nurses? Maybe a little bit.

I was going to get up and sit beside him. My butt had already been lifted into the air when a girl managed to steal the seat. Fucking perfect!

She "accidentally" nudged him. She batted her eyelash's and put on a real cute show for him. He smiled and laughed and what ever it was she whispered into his ear.

I could take this sort of action from the members because I knew it was all for fun but this was different. She liked him and that was clear. And to be quite honest it looked like he had some sort of returned feelings. Even if it was he just thought she was cute. It made my blood boil and I nearly cheered when she had to go way.

He busied himself with his IPad with a small smile on his lips. A smile because of that girl.

I didn't like to act impulsively. I liked to think about things for a long time and that was probably why my feelings had been festering without anyone knowing about it. When he looked to where she came from with a shy smile and a shake of his head I had had it. I was done ignoring my feelings. I was done watching him flirt and go on secret dates. I was done!

I stood and marched over to him. I cupped his cheeks and smashed my lips into his. They were smooth and soft like I'd imagined. I almost melted right then and there but stopped myself when I felt him try to suck in air. And when I pulled away I immediately regretted my decision. I should have just kept my lips to myself because the look of shock on his face was more than enough to make me want to revert back into my shell.

"Y-You were smiling too much... You should be worried about Kookie." I said quietly hoping that my cheeks weren't tomato red.

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So I really don't know why I wrote this. Like I saw the picture of Jin and I was like ooo surprise kiss would be cute. and then it turned into Suga's surprise kiss for Jin. lol

Rina <3