It had been years since Soonyoung had broken up with me. He and Pledis denied any dating rumors surrounding us. And The other members stopped contacting me after a few months. However, once a year Wonwoo would call me and wish me happy birthday.
I had long since accepted the fact that I may never know the reason behind the messy break up. I would always be curious but I had moved past it.
Lately I'd fallen in love with a little café just outside of town. It always smelled like cinnamon rolls and it was nice and cozy. It was an especially cold day out and I made my way into it. I warmed up immediately seeing the the display case of fresh pastries.
"What will it be today Miss Kristyn?" The tiny Ahjusshi at the register asked already taking out a paper bag for me.
I pointed out one of those aromatic cinnamon rolls and a large chocolate muffin. I payed and started pulling out a few napkins from the dispenser.
"I'll take one of those cinnamon rolls and a coffee."
I knew that voice. There was no mistaking it.
"Excuse me." He said politely and I turned my head to look at him. "K-Kristyn?"
"Hi Soonyoung." I bowed a little bit before waking away from him.
"Hold on just a second." He rested a hand on my shoulder. I didn't think I missed his touch this much. "Would you stay while I get my things?"
"Sure." I wasn't planning on leaving in the first place.
"I'll take a hot chocolate with extra whipped cream." He said to the Ahjusshi and then paid.
He led me over to a window seat and we hopped up onto the stools once we set our stuff down. He slid the glass mug of hot chocolate over to me.
"Ah.. No tha-"
"Just take it Kristyn," he said softly handing me a spoon. I dipped the spoon into the whipped cream and took a bite. Nice and sweet. "How have you been?"
"I've been well... How about you?"
"I've been great." He said with a smile. So life without me was great? Was I really that inconvenient for him? "What's wrong?"
"Nothing.. I'm just a little tired." I lied. I wouldn't tell him how much it hurt seeing him.
"Ah, you should rest more... Did you ever end up getting that internship?"
He actually remembered about that? We were having problems at the time and I'm surprised he even knew about it. "I ended up getting it. I'm actually a payed employee now. I'm getting pretty high up there too."
"No way! That's awesome!" He raised his hand for a high five. I obliged feeling a little giddy inside.
"I couldn't believe I even made it that far. How have the guys been?" I already knew. I kept up with the news of Seventeen. They were doing great.
"They've been good. They miss you..." He looked down at the table and rubbed his finger in circles against the top, "I miss you.." He said quietly.
What could I say to that?
"I know it sounds stupid after everything I did and the way I ended it. But there's a reason."
"What?" I was dying to know. That intense curiosity had laid dormant for so long and now it came surging back. "Why?"
"The press.. And the fans.. They were figuring things out between us.. The company couldn't handle a scandal at the moment. Not when we were such a new group."
"So that's the reason?" The reason was so basic. So predictable. But even since he cared for the groups future so much did he have to be that mean? Did he have to break my heart so badly?
"I'm glad I ran into you though," he said reaching across the table and taking my hand, "if you'd let me I'd like to make up for what I did and how I did it. If you still love me... Please let me make it up to you."
I pulled away from him feeling the tears sting my eyes. I just couldn't do this. Not after so long. I took my bag and started to head for the door.
"Kristyn!" He turned me around and rammed his lips into mine. I missed him. I love him. I didn't want to but I needed to. I kissed him back.
His lips moved softly unlike how he initiated the kiss. His hand caressed my cheek and his grip was loosening on my wrist. I missed this but I just couldn't let it be any more than this moment. I pulled away and looked up at him.
"I love you Kristyn.. I always have. Will you take me back?"
My heart and my head were working against one another. I knew what I had to do. There was nothing else I could do.
"No." I said pulling away from him further.
"Kr-"
"Kristyn!" A tall lanky boy walked into the café. "Sorry I'm late!" He hugged me from behind and kissed my cheek sweetly.
"It's alright oppa." I smiled kissing his cheek as well.
I'm sorry you had to see that Soonyoung.
"Who's this?" My boyfriend asked gesturing to the boy I'd just kissed.
"An old friend from school. He was just leaving."
"Oh.. Well I'm glad you two could catch up!" He waved at Soonyoung and then laced his fingers through mine. "Let's see what goodies you have" we walked off to find another table.
I was dreading it but I looked back at Soonyoung. His features dropped and his eyes were watering as he watched us walk away.
I love you...
I'm sorry...
You came back too late...__________________________
Part two of hoshi because I did not give the other one closure at all. Don't worry Kristyn this doesn't count as you're second Hoshi one shot.
Hope that you and those who wanted a part two enjoyed!
Rina💜
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