One shots and fanfics that could have been. It will be emotional, fluffy, and may even get a little steamy. Only a little (I ain't about that smut life). Inside I'll tell you what groups I'll do. Feel free to request.
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Finally after settling the baby down Y/N and her husband Jongdae laid down in bed. They passed out almost as soon as their heads made contact with the pillow. It felt great until a few hours later the baby monitor started blaring.
It was three in the morning.
Y/N pressed her palms against her eyes nearly crying. Five nights in a row their daughter Yara had cried at this time for no reason. And it was nearly impossible to get the infant back to bed.
"Jagi?" Jongdae took her hand and looked at her sympathetically. "What's wrong?"
"She's crying. I don't know what we can do to make her stop. I don't know what to do and why can't she just sleep. The doctor says she's perfectly healthy. She's never hungry at this time nor does she need her diaper changed so why does she keep crying!?" at this point she herself was starting to cry.
"No one said that raising a baby would be easy." Jongdae leaned over his wife wiping a few tears from her cheeks.
"No one ever said it would be this hard either." She sniffled. Still the piercing cries of their child sounded in the background.
"You try to get some rest okay jagi? I'll try to calm her down this time."
Jongdae brushed a few strands of hair from her face and left a small kiss in the space between her eyes. He threw off his covers and put on his slippers before stumbling around in the dark. He shut the door behind him quietly. Though at the moment it wouldn't matter to anyone the way in which he shut the door.
Y/N laid in bed listening to her daughter's cries. She took deep breaths trying to calm herself but this newfound motherhood was taking a toll on her. She couldn't sleep and felt as if she could barely breathe. What would things be like when she had to go back into the office?
"Yara? Honey what's wrong?" Jongdae's voice sounded through the baby monitor.
The loud cries still rang out as he attempted to say comforting things to her. Y/N could imagine her tired husband was trying to feed her or change her and none of it was stopping the tears.
"Please. Please." Y/N begged tears welling in her eyes.
Her husband's hum was so drown out by the little girl she hadn't caught it at first. But the louder his voice became the more her cries died down. Not by much at the moment but it was noticeable.
"When I had first met you, I had cried so much, Was I that happy?" the soft melody of his voice filled the air, "Or had I felt bad then, I can't remember that time now, I couldn't give you anything I just accepted more, I still don't know how to be thankful towards you."
Y/N's tears started flowing as the song registered in her mind. She'd heard this song so many times. Those times she'd heard it on the radio it had meaning, but not as much as it did now. Not as much as it did at three in the morning while listening to her husband's beautiful voice quiet their child.
Some of the words were muddled through the rapid beat of her heart and the still, yet more quiet, cries through the speaker.
"Mother, My dear mother, Why are those tears streaming down your face?, You are so precious, The most beautiful in the world, You are my, My dear mother, I may not remember that first image of you when I had first looked at you, But till my last moments I'll remember you, From the bottom of my heart, I'll always love you, Mother."
Full on sobs over took Y/N. Her chest ached and her breaths were rough. She wasn't sad now. She wasn't stressed. She felt relieved. Appreciated. She felt happy that this song, now dedicated to her, had lulled her child to sleep.
"Jagi?" Jongdae stood in the doorway, baby cradled in his arms. She couldn't see it but he was smiling at her now.
He laid Yara in the middle of the bed then took his spot beside his family.
"She loves you jagi. I love you jagi. Everything's gonna be okay." He smiled taking her hand in his and kissing her knuckles lightly.
Yara made a slight whine but they still smiled.
"Should I sing again?" And with a gentle squeeze from his wife a beautiful melody flowed from his lips yet again.
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I'm sorry this took so long!!! soo sooooo sorry! school has kicked my butt this semester, studying for a career very intimidating. I hope you liked it though! I love you girl and I hope you're doing well
