The feelings

capture 10

Capture 10 ♚ :

When you loose everything you have . Your world get upside down . Then there's a thing makes you wanna live but then you loose this thing again . That sucks . I was still hope that i am in dream and i want to wake up from it but badly it isn't a dream .

I still on the ground closing my eyes .  

" You just a wast of space in the earth " Niall shouted . 

Then i felt his hands on my hands . Pull them away from my ears . I opened my watery eyes looking at his eyes .  

" get up " i stand on my feet . 

He put his hands on my my cheeks . 

" you are okay " he said while looking into my eyes .  

" you are safe , don't worry . I am here "  

I stopped crying . He whipped a tear in his thump . Then he hugged me . " where is he " i asked shaking

" he run away but i will catch him soon " he suddenly get angry ..  

" what the hell you were thinking " he raised his voice .

Why he was like this . One minute soft other one screaming . It's not like i asked jared to do this to me . 

I just stand there looking at him with wide eyes .  

" i told you . Don't be alone i told you before "

" what if i wasn't here ? What was gonna happen ? " still shouting . But i surprised myself how calm i was .

" why you care ? " i asked quietly . Yes tell me why ? He stood shocked  

" what the hell Hannah ? " he shout again then i lost it . 

" WHAT IS WRONG WITH YOU , CAN YOU TELL ME .. I DIDN't DO ANYTHING IT'S LIKE ME THE ONE WHO ASKED HIM TO DO THIS TO ME " i said screaming and crying and turn around walking away from him .

I was really hurt .. So much . 

Suddenly he was in front of me . I waited him to shout but nothing . Instead he hugged me . First i was shocked but then i hugged him back and started to cry on his shoulder harder .

" shhhhh , i am sorry i shouldn't shout . You had enough " he said softly . 

Then i pulled away .  

" come on let me drive you " he said . 

He hold my hand and lead me to his car . I set beside him . The drive was very quite .

Then he stopped but it wasn't my flat . 

" where are we ? " i asked him . 

" Home " he said  

" Niall " i said annoyed  

" what ? this is my house , now get out of the car . " he said also annoyed . 

" what about Rebekah ? " i asked through my gritted teeth . Looking at my hands in my lap .  

He didn't answer . Then i raise my head to look at him . But he surprised me that he was smirking . 

Jerk  

" Rebekah is just a friend " he said with  amusing .

" oh really , that wasn't clear at the party when you were over her " i said my blood boiling .

" i was drunk and that wasn't a part of the plan " he said the last part quickly then got out of the car without any word . 

Part of the plan . What's that mean ?? I will not let this go .