Q:What advice would you give to the five year old you
A: Stop drawing on the f**cking wall, no mom doesent like your art
Q: What promises have you never carried through for yourself
A: I told myself to stop shading myself, yeah haven't stopped that hehe...
Q: Have you ever expected love in return? Did you get it?
A: Pfft, no ever since I was 8 I knew nobody ever had a crush or liked me, and that follows until today
Q:What's the most marvelous thing you've seen with your own eyes
A: Michael Clifford's hair, but irl probably how kind some people are, and how some of my friends make me feel like I can actually fit in
Q:Do you blame yourself or others
A: I actually blame myself most of the time
Q: When did your heart last skip a beat
A: Today...and well, reasons. You'd have to ask my in real life.
Q: Who in your life do you wish you'd met sooner
A: aticute, and probably Chris and itsroxy8 or smthn like that
Q: How are things going for you now?
A: Well, nothing different. Just...crap with a mix of meh.
Q: When did you last talk yourself out of doing something when deep down you really wanted to do it
A: About a week ago (week ago)
Q: If you could spend 10 minutes with your hero what would you ask them
A: How they survived life, all the hate, the mean people, the standards.
Q: Is a year past more important than an hour to come?
A: The next hour I'll probably be sleeping its 11 man
Q: What scares you about your future?
A: A lot of things, like if I'll be successful, if I'll have a family, if I'll find love, if I'll have a good job, and if I'll survive through my twenties.
Q: How many hours do you spend alone?
A: Usually one hour in school, and the rest when I get home, unless I Skype or play videos games with friends
Q: What aspects do you hide around friends, but show around family
A: I'm very, very emotional, and I get really salty when playing Mario kart, and with the emotionalness, if the most mild things happen, for example if the wifi is down, I'll be an emo mess.
Q: How would you hate to be described
A: Fat...even though it happens all the time without people noticing they said it, I might look fine on the outside, but on the inside I'm a mess of emotions
Q: How does it feel to be photographed
A: I HATE PICTURES, I always hide, you will only find pictures of me with friends here, all the other ones I delete because they are so ugly and I can't stand them
Q: Is trust more important than love
A: In my opinion trust is a part of love, so I won't like anyone unless I trust them completely, well at least currently, I was stupid in the past.
Q: If you could erase a memory that you have, what would it be?
A: All the times that I cried, but that's about 50% of my life so idk, the memories of moving because in that time I was...I guess you could say depressed
Q: If you could dare yourself what would you dare?
A: To talk to people more, and not chicken out on things
Q: What makes you special, unique, and talented?
A: Do I even have those aspects? I'm just a loner with no life, I guess I'm good at some video games.
Q: Do you want your children to be just like you?
A: DEFINITELY NOT. My kids hopefully aren't emos who cry over Fall Out Boy concerts.
Q: What does the life you want to live look like?
A: I want to have a smile on my face more often. That's it.
Q: If you were another person, would you fall in love with yourself?
A: no..not like anyone has in the real life I'm living
Q: What are you thankful for this moment?
A: Friends who are sympathetic, and that understand how I feel
Q: Is tomorrow really another day?
A: Sadly, yes
Q: If you could talk to everyone in the world for five minutes what would you tell them
A: Whether it's yourself, your friend, a relative or anything. Don't kill yourself, you don't know that life isn't worth living if you don't live it! It doesent matter how much pain and sorrow you are suffering, YOU are always worth it, even if you think you're not, LIFE is worth it, even if you don't think it is. Don't EVER forget that. Because its the honest truth.
Q: When did you last say something good about yourself?
A: Too long to remember...3, 4 years?
Q: Do you have questions you are scared to ask yourself?
A: YES
Q: Are you crying yet after answering all of these
A: Umm maybe I am, maybe I'm not?
THANKS FOR ALMOST 100 READS ON THIS GUYS, it might not seem like a lot, but it's a lot to me. So thanks. Anyway, hope you like me pouring my heart and soul into this. If you have any questions, requests, or anything put it down in the comments and feel free to message me any time. Anyway, it's about midnight. .-. So I'm going to publish this now and then later you can do whatever.
P.S.
I READ THE MOSF DEPRESSING MICHAEL CLIFFORD FAN FICTION I CRIED SO HARD, AND IN THE LAST CHAPTER YOI KILL YOURSELF...WHYYYY.
ESTÁS LEYENDO
I'm lonely..
RandomThis is about me if you couldn't tell by the title. JK. It's based off of me. But I don't want you to stalk me SOO....yeah. This might be cheesy. And it might be crap. :)
