I'm lonely..

St. Patricks Dance

Basically. 

So me and mommy were there, I was fine for a good chunk of time, 

Then I pulled out music

It was bound to happen 

So then it went off and on music in, music out. 

Then we played spin the bottle dare version, and..after like two, I just felt sick. Really sick, not like physically, mentally guess? I didn't feel like doing anything after a bit, and I do have a reason. 

But literally no one knows accept myself. 

It's..well it's sad. 

Just, reasons. 

IF ANYONE ASKS ME IRL IM NOT TELLING YOU

unless you give me 5 bucks 

I need it 

Ugh, it gets worse. 

Much worse. 

At one point, I was listening to 

The Girl Who Cried Wolf, and

..Broken Home

During Michaels solo in the girl who cried wolf..

The first tear was shed, I couldn't handle it, with everything that has been happening the past week and a half it all rushed to my head, and all my thoughts zoomed in at once.  

Then I listened to Broken Home

Oh 

Bad decision

Yeah, I was curled up against this table that was facing upwards, to save space, so like my profile picture, my knees where up against my heads, I just stayed like that for about an hour, when I just walked around awkwardly, I still feel sick almost. It's that bad. Now that it's spring break, I just wanna stay at home, text, watch YouTube, and play minecraft. And Skype so I'm almost social but not really. And so many people were asking me what happened at the dance. And I ignored them all and listened to music. UGGHH. Can I got die now? 

Something's have just been pissing me off, making me disappointed, or just plain sad. It was not good. Heh. Ugh kill me. 

SONG OF THE DAY

Thanks for the Venom

My Chemical Romance

(Thanks for 500 reads btw) 

Bye my idiots!