I'm lonely..

C-Can't C-Contemplate L-Life

What is life..what if this is all a dream and when we die we actually wake up? What if heaven or hell doesent have wifi? What if this is all a long daydream and we don't realize it? Is there really a void between space and time? What does death feel like? Do we just die? Do we see a bright light? What really is heaven? Do we just sit in a endless room of black with only our thoughts when we die? What if everyone is actually fake and I'm having a nightmare? 

Guys. I'm having an exestencial crisis. (google it) 

I'm..so confused in life. 

Why are we here?

What is our true purpose as the people of human kind?

Why am I asking myself such depressing questions? 

Idk 

Back to real life

Today was boring 

BUT I SUCCESFULLY PULLED OUT MY INNER STRENGTH AND SAVED A JACKET THAT WAS IN HOSTAGE. And a human but eh. Seriously, men are such wimps. WEAK. 

Today I went to school, and in math got yelled at by this kid who has anger issues. And I was like

BIATCH, CALM DOWN. And then he was like. I CAN'T CALM DOWN. 

Then I was just like *table flip* 

So that happened 

And then I just had a regular school day. 

But I did accidentally staple my finger accidentally. 

My brother said it was an "accident" 

He is the one who CONSTANTLY calls me emo. 

And so when I got home..the worse thing had happened..

THE WIFI WAS DOWN 

DUN DUN DUUUUN

And it was like that for 4 hours 

.-.

I WAS AN EMO MESS LISTENING TO MUSIC LIKE A SQUIRELL PROTECTING THEIR NUTS 

(I didn't plan it to sound like that ;-;) 

So I was like...MOTHER IM DYING. And she gave me the f**king poker face. THE FUTHER MUCKING POKER FACE. 

Now, the time you've all been waiting for 

SONG OF THE DAY 

*drumroll* 

And it is..

Airplanes

By 5 Seconds of Summer

THIS IS MY FAVORITE SONG ON THE ALBUM IT'S SO GOOD OMFG 

It's on YouTube so don't be lazy and actually do it lazy f**kers 

So yeah 

P.S 

IT'S NOT A MOVE THAT I WANNA SEE

A TRAGIC STORY STARRING YOU AND ME 

YELL "CUT" WE'RE STUCK INSIDE THIS SCENE

THIS IS HEARTACHE ON THE BIG SCREEN

THE CLOCK IS TICKING AND IM OUT OF TIME

THE CAMERAS ROLLING I FORGOT MY LINES

MY SCRIPT WAS RIPPED AND NOW I SEE

THIS IS HEARTACHE ON THE BIG SCREEN