I'm lonely..

Time to re-introduce myself.

Hi. My name is LiteralSmolBean and I'm a wattpad user. You can call me Lizzie, or Liz. 

I've done a lot of things here before, so you should know me right? Nope. 

I've changed, significantly. So let's go through everything. 

Favorite color: black 

Hair color: soon to be bright red

Favorite band: Panic! At The Disco 

Recent interests: BTS the kpop group 

Relationship status: :)<3 

Sexuality: I love whoever I want to

Gender identity: confidently female 

Favorite song at the moment: Blood, Sweat and Tears by BTS

And now, let's just talk. 

Honestly I don't know why I've been so AFK. October-early January was literal hell for me, and since then, I've been relatively happy. And I really didn't have much to post about. For a while I lost interest in writing as a whole, and life as a whole. But at the moment I can say I'm doing pretty well, mental health wise. There is always anxiety, and just me being shy. But I feel like it's natural at this point. I dye my hair every other month or two. I was homeschooled for like 3 months and that kinda broke me from the inside out and I can clearly say if I didn't have some people in my life I don't know how I would have survived that period of time. I know nobody is gonna read this. But this is kind of just for me? I got over a lot of things. Mostly my low self esteem and confidence. It used to be horribly low to the point where I didn't want to go outside. Now I'm fine for the most part. I wear makeup. Not because I'm insecure, but because I think it's a fun hobby. I like a someone, and they like me back.. And so I'm not lonely anymore, which contridicts the title of this book, but whatever.  For the longest time I thought no one would ever like me, and now I'm just sO happy. 

Anyway. This is the new me. If you think it's not new, you're probably right. But I mean, welp. 

Bye you idiots.