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ch. 21

me: niall is old

choncefounder: Technically he's not, the age where you'd be considered old would be in your late 40s and so on ...

me: what the fuck bitch tit

choncefounder: Uhm , you have titties . I dont

me: are you sure?

me: any fucking way, i wish niall was my age

choncefounder: Niall is literally close to your age

me: hes 22?

choncefounder: You're 20?

me: i did not come to talk to you to learn i came to rant

choncefounder: I was voted best person to talk to in highschool :)

me: well there must have been a mistake

choncefounder: Literally fuck you Aurora

me: fight me bitch

choncefounder: Why are you like this ?

me: why do you talk like a 70 year old?

choncefounder: Why do you talk like you're 12 ?

me: has anyone ever told you that you're a son of a bitch

choncefounder: You have

me: good

me: remember when you called me beautiful :')

choncefounder: What

choncefounder: No

choncefounder: You're ugly

me: don't lie asshole

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"you'll just be stacking books, organizing and what not," the old little lady, martha, informed me. i nodded, fiddling with my hands.

"you'll need to stay in quite a lot and just scrutinize the place. you're going to have to memorize the aisles and the book placement." i nodded, looking around the small book store.

"c-can people check out books? or only buy them?" i asked slowly.

"only buy, but that's for customers. sure, employees are allowed to check out a book, but obviously would have to check it in when it's due."

i nodded, "right."

"do you have your eyes on a certain book? i see you eyeing that stack of books on the counter." she smiled at me, and brought the books to where we were sitting. my eyes lit up, and my body filled with excitement. my hand reached for the book, bluets by maggie nelson.

"ah, that book. great choice," martha commented, grinning. "that book was my favorite too, have you read it before?"

i shook my head, "no. but i've heard so many good things about it. people say it's more on the poetic side, and those are my favorite type of books. and when i saw the cover of it online, i was immediately smitten." i rambled, "maggie talks about how much she loves the color blue, and i think i'll probably agree with her on many levels... because well- the one i love, h-his eye color is, u-um blue." i blushed and looked down at the cover of the book when i said that. obviously too embarrassed to look her in the eye.

i heard martha laugh, "that's adorably amazing, sweetheart. i understand, my first love... my current husband for about, 26 years now, has blue eyes." her eyes became bright as she spoke about him, "blue is an amazing color, isn't it?"

"i couldn't agree more," i smiled.

-

i walked in to the house, dropping my book bag on the floor and going for the kitchen. i heard someone walk in, assuming it was my mom, i ignored it. i continued looking for food until i felt hands on my waist.

i gasped and quickly whipped my head around, "chad! what the fuck?!" i shouted, getting out of his hold.

he pushed me against the kitchen counter. my right hand gripped the counter tightly, keeping me from falling. my left hand against his chest, pushing him away. which failed, because he crashed his lips against mine. it was too hard and i'm positive i just tasted blood from my lip. i squirmed, trying to escape his grip. his hands tightly held on both my cheeks, keeping my head still. tears streamed down my face, shouting a muffled, 'stop!' against his chapped lips. my teeth sunk into his bottom lip, hard.

"fuck!" he hissed, and pulled back, "son of a bitch." my right leg lifted and kicked him in the shin. i pushed him back and ran for the door.

but by the time i got ahold of the door handle, chad had already pulled me back by my waist. somebody was on the other side of the door, and we didn't know who. the door handled hitched, but the door didn't move. the sound of the door being unlocked was heard, and the door opened slightly.

"help!" i shouted, immediately my mouth was covered. not by me, but by chad.

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typos will be fixed tomorrow[now edited, 2.19.16]. bye my cute lil titties.