Scarlet (Louis Tomlinson)

Chapter Six

Louis POV

I want to be able to hold her, to love her, I want her to be mine.  I mean I’ve only known her for a few hours but she is so unique…. Nothing like Eleanor.  I mean Eleanor Was sweet and fun and all but Ashley she just sparkles.  The bad thing is Harry likes her to.  I don’t want to hurt anyone.  And there where scars on her arms like scars from her cutting herself… I wonder what made/Makes her do it?  I feel so sad for her.  And when she talked to me about God it reminded me of….

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“You really do that church thing?” the boy’s at school taunted

“Not really, my parents make me.”  I stated bluntly the truth is that’s a lie I like church I feel safe, loved, wanted, why are people so closed off to church stuff.

“Ooh mama’s boy are you now?” one of them said smirking

“Hey I don’t even go anymore.  It was stupid.” I screamed walking to the bathroom pulling out a razor blade from my pocket and cutting my upper thigh.  The blood started pouring out of the wound and I let my tears fall.  Why do people care what I do in my free time???? Why???

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I frowned thinking of that year when I quit going to church, started cussing like all the time, and going behind my parents back to get out of the house and party.  Then I went for the X-Factor as soon as I got out of school and people started liking me for being semi-famous… the rest of the boys even thought I was quiet at first.  I really actually am a quiet person I just like having fun.  That seems like what Ashley is going through.  I wonder if she still cuts?  I hope not.  I thought closing my eyes and falling asleep.

Morning Ashley POV

My alarm buzzed in my ear waaaay to early then I remembered the boys.  They had went to bed after we all sang some more karaoke, leaving me to sleep out in the rec room after a short argument with Liam about whether me or him being the ‘man’ should take the couch.  I won.

I got up and walked to the bathroom bringing my change of clothes with me checking twitter as I went.  Nothing good… bleh

I changed my clothes, fixed my hair and brushed my teeth.  Then went to start making breakfast only to find Harry and Louis attempting to make…….. Carrot Pancakes????? What the nevermind are they doing??

“What are you 2 doing?”  I asked trying to hold in my giggles

“Well someone’s finally awake.  You look beautiful sleeping by the way.” Harry attempts to flirt seriously child….

“Hey be nice to the girl Haz, she just woke up.” Louis says smirking and holding out a plate to me. “Here try our HazzaBooBear specialty Carrot pancakes!”  he looked excited so I tasted one.  They were actually really good surprisingly enough.

“Yum, now who’s cleaning the kitchen?” I ask

“Liam.” They chorus happily

“Oh no, I’m not.” Liam walks up still looking sleepy with a bit of a bed head… #PoorLiam.

“Fiiiiiiiiiiiiine.” I will Louis whines “But only if Ashley helps me.”  he says winking at me… what a flirt, and they say harry is the flirty one… well they both are.  And I get the feeling that

They

Both

Like

Me.

“Ok fine but you get to do the dishes.”  I say smirking

“Whatever you say boss.”  Recognition in his eyes  he can’t know about my scars, can he?

 I mean, they’re always covered except when I play guitar…  oh crap he was sitting next to me…

Authors Note~ Hello lovely people I hope your summer has been as much fun as mine!  The fourth of July is tomorrow so I might not update… L but I’ll try to never disappoint youuuuuu

<3’s and lots of other things

I Wish I Had Pink Hair…. NeverMind