maybe this time , I won,t hate you....

Chapter 2, highschool all over again

Sunday, already!!! i think to myself looking at the calender trying to erase the date name with a ballpen thinking '' hey, it,ll come off its working!!!''  NOT!!! ''' beattrice do i really have to come? I mean why can,t you go alone and tell them im busy or im sick something like that?''  i said looking for something glamours so all those bitches who called me BETTY, will look at me now and praise me hahahahaha!!! Nah, little too over the top, with the world dominasion kinda voice!!!  I mean going back into the past is like a living NIGHTMARE, all those days of hiding inside the girls cubicle wishing that lord, would take me now!!! Listening to brittney,jayra, and baecky say shit about me!!!  And the worst of them all, the guy who i write as dracula in my dairy, ji-heon ahhhh!!!! '' Jane, stop talking to yourself and hurry up we actually i promised jennifer you would come ok?''  beattrice said pulling me out of my room

At the car...... '' beattrice what if he didn,t change what if he sticks a kick me? paper on my back AGAIN i know i can,t live with that humiliation in my head i think if that happens you should call the funeral parlor ok?''  i said sticking my hand out of the car ''  Jane, stop overeacting, he is already a young man i don,t think he will do that, ok and if he does i,ll kill him, ok?''  beattrice said , turning the car

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'' beattrice, its happening again, high school i can feel it and hear it ?'' i said hitting my head on the window, '' hey, jane, beattrice i am so, happy you guys could make it!!! Jane you changed alot, i mean you aren,t the same girl in high school anymore?'' she said looking at me '' yeah, i,ll take that as a compliment, that girl in high school said goodbye world!!''  i said smiling at jennifer

Anyway inside the restaurant ,  its boring!!!...................... '' oh, my god! jane its rutherford i,ll just say hi, its alright if i leave you it,ll only take a few minutes promise!!!'' she said begging me like a peasant hahaha, im kidding aka rutherford is her high school crush and her imaginary boyfriend now, i know she even keeps an old photo of him in her room she thinks i don,t know but, i do huh? its kidda lonely sitting down and not socializing with ANYONE!!! '' Jane, dear do you remember ji-heon, ?'' she said turning my head to the center of the room'' No, jennifer, no that can,t be him i,i am so, sorry but, i have to hide or as you say ladys room!!!'' i said hoping he won,t notice me ''please don,t see me, please don,t see me, please!!!!!'' i said crossing my fingers '' Jane, Jane is that  you?''  he said  laughing '' oh, my god!! Jane you HAVEN,T changed''  he continued '' hahahaha,funny!!! you dick head you still haven,t gotten over high school and i thought you were in korea what the hell are you doing here?'' i said getting peoples attention'' Actually, your not over high school?'' he said whispering in my ear, then when i turn around everyone even beattrice is looking at me '' I hate you!!'' i said walk running out the room eventually each time his with me something bad ALWAYS happens like scene no.1 sprite science class, scene no.2 spaghetti canteen, and scene no.3 wine on my night dress ahhhh, '' on my god! here let me help you?'' he said wipping it with tissue '' don,t help your just irritateing me''  i said pushing him outta the way and getting into the car '' beattrice give me the keys im leaving'' i said angrliy