maybe this time , I won,t hate you....

Chapter 8 Speechless night

Walking out the hotel speechless!!! Neither of us could even look at each other nor talk to each other, to embarrased of each other we remained speechless for the night!!!

''So, uhhh where do you want to eat?'' he said looking at me breaking the awkward silence between us, i looked at him with awkward eyes '' Ahhh, are you talking to me? Yeah, your talking to me ,hehehe well, i just feel like eating street food right now but, if your not use to eating street food then lets eat at a restaurant ....'' i said going back to my silent self '' No, no lets just stick with your plan, if you want street food then i,ll give you street food'' he said grabbing my hand '' lets go'' he said but, i didn,t budge because i really feel awkward when he touches me, he looked down at my hand '' ahhh, sorry'' he said letting go '' It,s alright!!!'' i said walking past him huh? the night seems so short hopefully tonight will pass by slowly so, i will be able to spend more time with him, i smile to myself not knowing why? all i know is that im in love with my enemy!!! And you know what it feels better than falling in love with your friend its more exciting,unique and romantic!!! I wonder if he feels the same way or maybe im just hoping on that, he looks like a man who deserves a better woman a man like him with a woman like me is not a compatible pair........... At least, i admitted to myself that i like him instead of denying it because i feel like a liar when i deny things because not only am i lying to others, im also lying to myself. '' Jane,'' he called out ''jane'' he called out again, i turned around and saw him smiling holding up a camera, i just smiled with my lips closed '' you look great'' he said running towards me '' i have to say,'' he said '' you look really beautiful here'' he said smiling i looked at him and his pearly whites ''Huh? you think so'' i said looking down at my feet '' Yeah, hey, lets here if you want?'' he said looking at me but, i was too lost in thought to answer him directly '' Jane, Jane stop blacking out your scaring me its like you saw a ghost or something '' he said looking at me with a worried look'' huh? yeah sure im starving'' i said smiling at him going inside finally my smile vanished i don,t know why im not happy is it because he is hidding what he feels for me through a smile and comforting words or because i am just joking myself maybe im thinking this might be a one sided love where its only me hoping!!! ''Jane,'' he called out again, i looked up and suddenly out of the blue he took my picture '' you are amazing'' he said laughing '' i mean you always catch the cameras eye, i mean i was hoping for an ugly picture but, your pose here is so, bizarre'' he said smiling at my photos i guess all of them were stolen shots because i don,t remember posing in anyone of them for him im not really a ''hey, take my picture'' type of person, we already took our orders and we were able to know more about each other, laughing and telling each other embarrasing moments in college and high school i guess we forgot about that awkard moment in the hotel already!!! I guess because were a bit sobbered up, well im just happy we don,t feel awkward anymore.The date isn,t over yet, were not yet that sobbered up walking towards this public swimming pool which is closed we sneak in and well, you know jump in the pool after a swim we walked up to this near by bridge and shouted out loud that were idoits!!! Laughing out loud about how we look like when were wet, we were able to get a cab '' This was great!!!'' he said laughing '' you look terrible'' he said laughing......In the hotel room he says '' night'' while taking off his shoe and jacket '' huh? night!!! WAIT! this is my hotel room and that is my bed!!!'' i said pushing him off ''Ahhhh, jane stop im tired'' he said whineing ''well, im tired too and this is my bed '' i said stomping my feet '' And you got my bed wet, you know what forget about it i,ll sleep on the sofa after im done taking a shower'' i said stomping my feet to the toilet......