maybe this time , I won,t hate you....

Chapter 11 The horrible truth

Looking at the pictures taken yesterday and the viseo we made while pretending to be a couple makes me want to go back in time from today to yesterday.......Should i download these pictures on FB or should i just leave them on display here on my camera...Well, it will be a waste if i just leave it on my camera facebook here i come!!! I was wrong, i should have never put those photos on facebook because now that i have and tagged ji-heon onto it people are starting to talk about it online like ''Who is she?'' they sensored my face on korea.com or ''Did ji-heon forget about wenie chou?'' and a picture of me and ji-heon doing a love heart shaped figure......What have i done? i said to myself running out of the hotel wearing shades and a scarf so no one will notice me, ignoring ji-heons calls i make my way to the park where i weep in uter disappointment, too bad i thought i was able to ignore ji-heon he found me '' Jane, why are you ignoring me?'' he said looking at me taking of the shades ''Im so, sorry ji-heon i didn,t mean to start a gossip thing, im so stupid!!!'' i said sobbing ''Now everyone thinks were together and im scared'' i said crying he grabbed my head and pushed it towards his chest i could hear his heart beating loudly like a drum '' It,s alright, jane !!!'' he said patting my head ''They,ll forget about it in the end'' he said comforting me with his warm arms ''Yesterday did you tell wenie why you couldn,t make it to your date with her?'' i said wondering what did he say because i know wenie won,t forget about ji-heon and her date......''jane, i want you to know something?'' he said looking at me ''What is it?'' i said lifting my head from his chest '' The reason why  theres  gossip about me and wenie and you is because me and wenie are in an arranged marriage...'' he said looking at me ''WHAT? Wait, you told me you guys broke up 3 years ago what are you talking about?'' i said moving away from him '' Yeah, i broke up with her but, my family and her family didn,t want us to break up because one wenie still loves me and two my family made a deal with them i mean wenie,s family'' he said coming closer '' So, you knew all this time and you just kept it to yourself?'' i said getting up and looking at the ground ''Jane, i only found out yesterday when i called and was about to tell her the reason why i didn,t make it to our date and she asked me to come and meet up with her and thats when i found out everything we didn,t meet up unexpectedly my parents told her where i was and she lied that she had business to do and when i thought we were finally over she blurted out, me and her are under a contract to get married it was arranged ever since we were kids and thats because they both parties had a deal, i really thought i would never see her again and i thought everything was over between us but, no she knew all along we were in an arranged marriage and she told me the reason why she didn,t tell me about this 3 years back it was because my parents told her parents that to give me a rest of 3 years just to get my life back on track im sorry jane i shouldn,t.....'' i cutted in ''Its alright ji-heon you don,t need to explain ok, im happy for you and see you someday again'' i said smiling with tears rolling down my eyes i didn,t know tears were flowing out of my eyes all i know was that i was smiling......''Jane!!!'' he called out while running towards me ''Why are we doing this ji-heon? were just friends right? its not like i like you or anything so,please don,t explain we can always just be strangers or friends actually no strangers sounds better'' i said walking away '' Jane, Jane'' he said grabbing my arm ''Jane I.....I....'' he couldn,t say a word ''Ji-Heon, i,ll see you around'' i said getting into the cab crying ''where to mam.'' the taxi driver said ''samwon garden'' i said crying even more, it hurts so much!!!! I never felt anything like this it hurts so, much i don,t know what to do?If your wondering why samwon garden im going to meet wenie chou there she just texted me

At samwon garden.......

''What do you want?'' i said smiling at her'' congratulations on your wedding'' i said to her while drinking water'' Thank you, he told you ? hmmm, i thought he will keep it from you'' she said ''Anyway cut to the point,i don,t want to see you on my wedding nor near ji-heon, do you understand?'' she said looking furious ''Why?'' i said looking at her weridly ''Because you see, you,ll never win ji-heons family and mine have a close relationship and i could see you like him, but jane you have your whole future ahead of you leave don,t trouble ji-heon anymore do you want to see him stressed out because he has to take care of you here too? And his getting married if you know what i mean don,t look cheap ,here, i payed for your tickets and you,ll be leaving before my wedding day next week, make the right decision for once jane i heard your a clutts!!!!'' she said drinking some water ''Fine, i,ll leave but, make sure about what you said....because if you don,t i,ll come back and destroy your life do you understand?'' i said about to leave '' What do you mean?'' she said looking at me ''I mean about you getting married to him be sure you both will get married because if you don,t i,ll ruin your life soo, bad you will wish you didn,t treat me like this'' i said walking away '' YOUR JUST JEOLOUS,JANE'' she said admiring her ring '' look he gave me a ring did he give you anything?'' she said laughing ''No'' i said looking at her '' i thought so!!!'' she said walking past me ''But, do you know what he gave me?'' i said shouting at her while tears flow from my eyes ''He gave me memories, and memories last forever did he give you any?'' i said looking at her she was speechless ''I guess not'' i said walking away.