The only way you could have cared for me in the way that you used to
Is if I have let my guards down and opened up to you
If I've done this you've seen every morsel of my heart
You've seen my insecurities and my passions
It had to take a while, but you were here from the very start
From all of this, you should know what I've gone through
You should know how my soul functions
You should understand why I act the way I do
If you understand these things then you should know what to do
You should know that the smallest of things is what makes me happy
You know what breaks my heart
What heals my soul
What tears me apart
You know I'm here for you
Whether you give me the time or not
You know I'm wrapped around you
Whether I want to be or not
You know just how strong I am
How tall I sit on my pedestal of gold
We both know of my value
My confidence and all
At the same time, you know how weak I am
How low I can feel
How far gone I can go
You know how deep I can fall
And I won't know where to go
Not many understand me fully
I know you probably don't either completely
But I know you've seen more than others
You've seen more whether you realize that or not
I've let my guard fall
And my soul escaped to roam free
In search to understand yours
My soul hasn't been so close to another's in a very long time
The last time it was shaken up and broken
It returned not even looking like it was mine
To get so close to someone is dangerous in many ways
Their actions can negatively affect you
But their words can easily make you stay
Because of this
A girl like me
Full of passion and soul and sensuality
I must feel free
Temporarily or forever
I can't handle being negatively controlled
I really don't know why this is the case with me
Blame it on my fierce spirit
Or blame it on my anxiety
Distancing myself is the safest thing for me
No harm done to either of us
I just need time to think
I'm going to continue to do my thing
I know you will too
Its just, nothing feels real
But usually everything seems surreal with you
I know we both feel the distance
And I'm not sure what to do
My feelings are intense
They've always have been and always will be
So if this isn't real
Just
Let me be
Let me be free
♦♦♦
written a while back.
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Entities Of The Soul
PoetryHonestly, this is just poetry that I let flow from my heart, mind, and obviously soul. Some will be personal and very passionate, some will be chill and relaxing.
