Entities Of The Soul

Is It Too Deep?

Is it too deep to say that
My heart is in one place
And I don't think that place deserves my heart
It's been hurt there and mistreated there
It's been neglected there and been left there

Is it too deep to say that
It actually disgusts me
The way I've felt because of this place my heart longs
It has caused me to regret and fear new things
It has made me slightly more pessimistic of reality
Pessimistic of the way most people are not truly genuine
It made me grow afraid of the definite depression from things in actuality

It made me drop my guards and now I'm anxiously trying to build them back up
Hastily building them back up with the smallest hope that I won't need to continue

Hoping that something will come in and be the beauty that I know exists
Shocking my soul and aligning my stars
Being the place that my happiness transits

I'm not relying on anything to give me happiness
I would call it hoping for a love I know is there
A love that is possible at the ages between us
A love that fills my lungs with fulfilling air

One wouldn't understand the acuity of this love
One wouldn't need to but the source of the love

Is it too deep to say that
My aura has never been captivated with such endearment
My worries have never been so irrelevant to my persona
The place that my heart longs for gave me such peace and adoration
For this is why I fell so deep in, like a coma

My heart can't help but long for this place
My mind can't fathom how it's gone in such a rush
My soul unavoidably craves the depth
My body can't help but long for the touch

So tell me is it too deep?

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I write, what I write.
I write, what I feel.
I write what. I. want.