Living Life In The Zones (My Chemical Romance Fanfic)

Chapter Twenty-Eight: To The End

Mikey/Kobra's POV

Victor came and stood next to me.

"You must've really loved her," he said.

"Didn't we all?" I said.

"I'm sorry for everything, I tried fighting it and it was hell. I wish I could've done something about it. Now she's gone, and I never got to say goodbye," he said, starting to cry.

"If it means anything, I forgive you," I told him.

"Guys! We're ready," said Gerard, looking at me mostly.

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I never let her go, I broke down and they fought to restrain me when we had her cremated in the middle of the desert.

I kept her wedding band to remind myself of her. I was at least happy about her becoming mine in her final moments.

Lydia Johanna Way...

Then, a guitar started playing and Gerard began to sing.

"I never said I'd lie and wait forever
If I died, we'd be together
I can't always just forget her
But she could try

At the end of the world
Or the last thing I see
You are
Never coming home
Never coming home
Could I? Should I?

And all the things that you never ever told me
And all the smiles that are never ever...
Ever...

Get the feeling that you're never
All alone and I remember now
At the top of my lungs in my arms she dies
She dies

At the end of the world
Or the last thing I see
You are
Never coming home
Never coming home
Could I? Should I?

And all the things that you never ever told me
And all the smiles that are ever gonna haunt me
Never coming home
Never coming home
Could I? Should I?

And all the wounds that are ever gonna scar me
For all the ghosts that are never gonna catch me

If I fall
If I fall (down)

At the end of the world
Or the last thing I see
You are
Never coming home
Never coming home
Never coming home
Never coming home

And all the things that you never ever
told me
And all the smiles that are ever gonna haunt me
Never coming home
Never coming home
Could I? Should I?

And all the wounds that are ever gonna scar me
For all the ghosts that are never gonna."

When she was nothing but ash, we put her ashes in the same box she brought with her all those years ago. I took out everything that was in it previously and placed it all in another box.

We buried Lydia someplace we could remember when we defeated BL/ind. We would grab the box of ashes and place her in a marked grave along with the other box.