Brothers Best Friend

Worst timing

The next day Ryder still ignored me and I still ignored him but on the way to school Matt noticed something was up.
"What is up with you two?"
"I don't know Matty why don't you ask your best friend because I don't even know what I did wrong"
"Oh please Jamie...don't act dumb"
"Stop the car Ryder. I'm walking to school"
"Why so you can meet up with your boyfriend Michael"
"Ryder you're on dangerous territory right now"
"Wait you've been going out with that Michael guy" sometimes I was glad Matt was an idiot because if not he would have noticed what was really going on.
"No it's not Michael. It's some guy that I really like but he's acting like a jerk and I don't really want talk about it"
"If he did anything lil sis just tell me who it is an you know I'll...."
"Relax Matt he didn't do anything he's just acting stupid"
"Well if he does anything to hurt you I'll break his face"
"I know Matty"
Throughout this whole thing Ryder kept his mouth shut and just looks straight ahead.
"Now tell me why are you two mad at each other"
"It's not a big deal Ryder just wouldn't agree with me in music class about how a song went"
"That's why you're mad at each other over some stupid music thing"
"Yeah it was something stupid" said Ryder but I could still se some resentment.
"Well I'm going to sports club and when I come back you two better not be mad at each other anymore"
"Sir yes sir" I said mockingly
The rest of the day I spent by myself I really didn't feel like talking to anybody. And when it was time to go home, I knew Ryder and I had to talk. We went up to my room and I was ready to talk about whatever had us this way because I honestly didn't like it.
"Look Ryder I know you're mad but I don't know why"
"Really? You don't?"
"No I don't"
"Well it might have something to do with the fact that you made out with Michael"
"What are you talking about?"
"Yesterday Tina told me she saw you two kissing and at first I didn't believe her but then I saw the way he looked at you and when I walked into the music room I saw him leaning in to kiss you"
"This is why you have been ignoring me because you think I kissed Michael"
"What I saw ....."
"What you saw was nothing. He tried to kiss me but I pushed him away before he could. I didn't kiss him and I can't believe you would listen to anything Tina would say. If this is how you're going to react every time you hear a rumor about me than this isn't going to work. If you don't trust me then this relationship means nothing"
"Look Jamie it's not that it's just that when I saw you with him I let my emotions take over. I should have just talked to you right away"
"Yeah but you didn't you ignored me and made feel like crap and I didn't even know why you were angry with me"
"Babe I'm sorry I really am please forgive me. I was stupid and I let my anger control me."
"Ryder I need to know that you can trust me because if we don't trust each other than what does this even mean. We can't be like this. I get jealous too. I see the way Tina looks at you and I see how she gets near you but I don't immediately think it's your fault"
"I know Jamie I'm so sorry please believe me. I've been miserable these two days. I should have just asked and I know I'm an idiot but it's just that I love you so much that I don't want to lose you."
Did he just say love. He said love. Oh my god he said love.
"Jamie what's wrong?"
I think he finally realized what he had said and I still couldn't process it.
"You...you love me?"
"I'm sorry it just came out I hadn't even realized I said it. I didn't want to say it like this. I didn't want to tell you while we were fighting but it just slipped out. Yes Jamie I love you and I wanted to tell you for a while but I just didn't know how"
"I just I'm...wow"
"Please Jamie forgive me"
"I forgive you Ryder I do. I don't want to be mad at you anymore I just want to be happy because I love you too"
I can't believe we had just said this I mean it wasn't the perfect moment but I meant it either way.
"I'm sorry babe I promise I will never doubt you again I really am sorry"
"Stop apologizing and kiss me"
I didn't have to ask twice. Ryder pushed me onto the bed and began kissing. Ryder always made me feel things that I couldn't explain. It's like he was electric. I had missed being around him even if it was only two days. It was scary how much I loved him and how much I needed him. I was on edge and I was ready to rip all of my clothes off but Matt always found a way to ruin the moment. He decided to call at the worst moment
"Ryder don't answer it"
"Babe I have to"
I began grinding myself against him in an effort to make him ignore the call.
"Fuck.. Babe I have to answer it. What if he's on his way"
"I hate that you're right"
Ryder answered the phone but he was very out of breath.
"Hello"
"Woah dude what were you doing"
"None of your business what do you want"
"Sorry bro is this a bad time"
"Matt it's too late now. What do you want?"
"I need you to pick me up the guy who usually takes me home didn't come today"
"Fine I'll be there soon bye"
"Bye"
Why did he have the worst timing. Seriously Matt.
"I'm sorry babe I have to pick up your brother"
"Yeah I heard."
"Don't worry we can continue this later"
"Mhmm"
He gave me a kiss before heading out.
I was so glad we were alright and I was happy. Everything was perfect and there was just one thing that we needed to do , tell Matt but I don't think I'm ready for that. I just hope when we do tell him he isn't too mad.