Just the Way I am

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After spending some time enjoying ourselves Ryder and I fell asleep. When we woke up, there was about an hour left before Matt got home from school. We quickly began to clean up, Well because we had made kind of a mess. I threw my bed sheets in the washer and went to go shower. I knew that my insecurities didn't magically disappear because of today but I definitely understood that Ryder loved me just the way I was, and to me that was enough. I got out of the shower and got dressed in just some biker shorts and a crop top. I went to go check on the sheets and since they were done I threw them in the dryer. Ryder had gone next door to his house to shower and change and I decided to read while the sheets came out of the dryer. I was just getting to a good part of my book, I was reading IT, when the dryer went off. I quickly ran to get the sheets and put them on my bed. Matt would be home in about 30 minutes  and I did not want him to even suspect anything because one gross and two he would never leave me alone with Ryder ever again.

I was having trouble getting my stupid sheets in the corner and I let out a sigh of frustration. When I put one corner down, the other one would just come off.
I heard the the door open downstairs and called Ryder.
"Babe?"
"Yeah" he said walking into the room.
"I can't put these on and I need help" I said pointing at the crumpled up sheets on my bed.
"I see. Well I'll put them on"
"No see I think it's impossible"
He smiled at me and proceeded to put the sheets on the bed. He did it in about a minute and I couldn't help but make a face at him.
"Whatever I wasn't even trying" I said in a childish manner.
"Oh my babygirl is angry"
"No" I said pouting.
"Mhmm" he came over to me and gave me a sweet kiss and I just melted.
"I love you so much" I said.
"I love you so much and don't you ever doubt that"
He replied. We were just standing there for a moment holding each other. Just enjoying each other's company. When all of sudden my stomach grumbled. I realized that I was very hungry and that we hadn't eaten anything in a while.
"I am so hungry. I forgot we hadn't eaten"
"Well you know you were too busy fulfilling all your dirty fantasies and having your way with me to want food"
"Ryder!" I said while slapping him in the chest and immediately proceeding to turn red.
"Not that I'm complaining because that was great. We should do that more often"
"Stop it. I hate you"
He walked closer to me leaving almost no space in between us. He was talking very softly into my ear
"Really cause a while ago you were very happy to be all over me"
"Mmm temporary lapse of judgment" I said unable to pull myself away. Ryder pulled me up and I wrapped my legs around him. He began kissing me and walked us back to the bed. These kisses were were slow and sweet. I could feel myself getting aroused again and I cursed my body for not being able to control myself. I was about to reach up and wrap my arms around Ryder but before I could do that he grabbed them and pinned them against the bed holding my wrists with a tight grip. I would be lying if I said that I expected that because I didn't but it was very enjoyable.
"Oh no no no... naughty girl. Were you not satisfied earlier. Plus I thought you hated me"
Ryder said this very mischievously, knowing exactly what he was doing. I still had my legs wrapped around him and I gripped tighter which made him grunt.
" Mmmh. Oh is that what we're doing now?"
"I don't know what your talking about" I said coyly trying to get my hands out of his grip but he just held on tighter.
"Oh no no no. Now it's my turn to get what I want"
God this was turning me on so much.
"And what do you want?" I said
"You" he said.
It was just a single word but the intensity in which he said made my body shiver. He leaned down and kissed me slowly, he was teasing me. He never let go of my hands though, interlocking my fingers with his so I wasn't able to move them. He started kissing my neck and I really wanted to touch him but he kept a hold of my hands so I did the only thing I could think of. I started moving my hips so that I was rubbing against him. Ryder grunted and he finally let go of my hands and grabbed my hips. He held on tight keeping me from moving and he went back to kissing me. His hands were sliding up my shirt when all of a sudden, Matt walked in.
"Hey Jamie? Do you want to... oh cmon guys what the hell!"
Were were completely caught by surprise, I let out a startled scream and Ryder just groaned in frustration.
"Ughhhh"
"Watch yourself Ryder!"
"Well you did walk in without knocking you know" I told Matt.
"Yeah well you should have known better"
"Oh please don't start with me. Now get out!"
"What? No way am I going to let"
"Just get out we will be down in a minute"
"Fine but I will be downstairs WAITING" he emphasized.
"Yeah whatever just wait downstairs"
Matt finally went downstairs and I tried to catch my breath.  I sat up and pulled my shirt down trying to straighten it out. Ryder sat down on the bed next to me and patted my leg.
"We should probably go get food now"
"Yeah" I said unable to hide the disappointment in my voice.
"Come on. Let's go downstairs before Matt loses his mind."
We headed downstairs where Matt was waiting at the foot of the steps.
"Sooooo..." Ryder said awkwardly while running his hand through his hair.
"Uhhhh.... do you guys want to go to the Diner and get something to eat" said Matt trying to ignore the awkwardness.
"Yeah actually I'm starving" I said ready to get out as soon as possible.
"Cool I'll drive" said Ryder
We got into to the car and headed to the Diner. Honestly, I wish there food wasn't delicious because I was really hoping that I didn't have to see that conceited waitress. Even if I did, I knew that nothing she said would bother me anymore because Ryder loves me just the way I am.

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