The Life of that Confused Girl

×For Him Too× (2)

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Something I don't even know how to rhyme,
Something I am reminded nearly all the time,
A story that is embedded with my mistakes,
To properly share, you have no idea what it takes,

It starts off with a boy and a girl,
She liked him oh so dearly,
Her stomach would curl,
To a knot when she saw him daily,
But talking to her he now does rarely

Back about two years ago,
They both shared the same feeling,
It's like he hit her with a bow,
But now she needs healing

He asked her out on a special night,
She slept with a smile on her face,
He still can make her smile, that smile she can't replace

They were happy as can be,
She felt estatic,
Yet, what they didn't realize is she,
Is attracted to another magnet

With the help of anxiety,
She lost her love,
She snapped herself back to reality,
To nothing she dreamt of,

She was attracted to another boy,
But he never felt the same,
He used her as a toy,
But to her she is to blame,

She lost her happiness,
From anxiety and a guy,
She concluded very coldly that dating was all a lie

She was depressed, insecure, and numb,
Every cut was nothing to her skin,
Silence where there once was a hum,
She never let anyone but him in

She found that boy again,
Ashamed of her mistake,
By the time she counted to 10,
He was with her like fish to a lake

They were happy once more,
But feeling he must've been poor
Cause she ruined it as you expected,
An error as you detected,

She stopped putting in effort,
She continued to deny her lack of caring,
She started to ruin their fort,
Made from happiness and sharing,

She took advantage of his sweetness,
She never tried to see him in presence,
She was nervous of so many things going wrong,
That she waited and waited to tell the truth for so long .

They lost contact again,
We gently roll into the present,
The boy turns to a man,
And she still sits in their broken tent

He still is kind,
He still is generous,
She will never find
A love more thunderous

He will never come to see,
The effect he put on me,
He will never be,
My reality

He from my life has disappeared,
As a friend, and no more,
Just as I had feared,
He'll never come back, what's to come back for

What I did was wrong,
I was lazy and it's been too long,
A poetic letter of shame,
But only I may take this blame

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