*Sam's P.O.V*
It's been a few days. I have no clue what's going on. School is a mess, my Aunt says she coming home tomarrow and I haven't even seen James once. Though it is peaceful, something just feels missing. I'm not whole. My life just doesn't make sense right now and I don't know what's wrong or how do fit it. I need someone's help but I don't know who. It's not like I can go to Jax for help. He was my closest friend, but I haven't seen him since.... the incident. No matter how hard I try I just can't get him out of my head. How long has he been in love with me? And am I really that dull to not even notice his feelings for me? People said he was clingy around me and I had neve thought anything of it. But right now, all I want is to hear his voice. Is there something wrong with me? Why do I feel like I still need him in my life. True we did say we would forget about it a move on but how come I don't want to forget. How come I don't want to move on? Why can't I make up my mind about simple things anymore. The one thing that I know is that I want to talk to Jax and Jax only.
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I get up out of bed and stretch out looking at my room. It's a complete mess. I swing my feet lazily over the edge of the dark blue sheets and sigh, rubbing my eyes. It's a Saturday today... I think? Maybe I'll do something with James today. Or maybe ill go do something with Jax. I get up off my lazy ass and walk out of my room,making my way to the stairs that had shoes on it, clothes. Even the stair way is a mess. I should really clean up before Aunt Claire comes home.
*James P.O.V*
I feel like Sam has been drifting away lately. Sure I guess he never though we were that close in the first place, but he loves me I know he does. I mean who the fuck wouldn't love a sexy, perfect, amazing, fabulous, sexy, hot, smoken, sexy person like me? I mean I said sexy like three times didn't I?
But then again I have been bombarded with school work and all that shit. Like who's going to use geometry in their future. Only weirdos. I'm going to be a manga artist someday! Even though I kinda suck at drawing. My mom said I can do anything if I put my mind to it... then again she's a crazy drunk who smokes weed and the only time she's sober is if she invites a guy over for dinner or some shit like that. AND TO MAKE MATTERS WORSE SAM'S AUNT CLAIRE IS COMMING BACK TOMARROW SO WE CAN'T SCREW AT HIS HOUSE ANYMORE!!!!! So..... that means tonight is the last night I get before I can't screw him in his own room. So! I think we might try something different then the other times, cause I mean what is it like our second... third time? Haha I haven't been keeping track. BUT WE SHOULD TOTALLY DO BANDAGE THAT WOULD BE SO FUCKING GREAT HE WOULD BE COMPLETELY AT MY MERCY AND I WOULD MAKE HIM BEG OF ME HAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHA I CAN'T WAIT!!!!
Sorry this chapter was boring... but the next chapter is going to be written by my friend, dreaminginfood it's gonna be good! (And smutty) ;)
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The way Life is. (Boy x boy)
RomanceHey guys. just saying now this is a yaoi story, which means, Boy x boy. So if you don't like it, then don't read it. Thats all I have to say, and don't judge this is the first yaoi story I ever made, so... Enjoy! :3
