The way Life is. (Boy x boy)

~Chapter 3~

*Jame's P.O.V*

What did I just do?! I think running back into my house.

God... there's seriously something wrong with me. I don't talk to him in 8 years and then I suddenly kiss him?! He probably thinks I'm completely insane.

Which I am for falling in love with him. The reason I stopped talking to him after a while is that I first started having a small crush on him... then a couple years later after I stopped talking to him I knew I had fallen in love with him.

I used to watch him play with his puppy in the back yard from my lawn. And how he got along with his aunt so well, I knew about his dad... I don't know about his mom though and I never asked. I loved the way he all ways made people smile and laugh.

He had a lot of friends and was really social, while I all ways picked fights and only had one true friend... that is until I sent him to the hospital. I know he won't ever feel the same way about me I mean we're both guys, and other then that were completely opposites.

I sink down into my couch throwing myself a pity party.

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*Sam's P.O.V*

I sink back into my couch.

That guy, is insane. I think. I sigh and push it to the side, he probably was just messing with me anyways. I don't really care but what I do care is that he doesn't talk to me anymore, and then when he finally does, he kisses me! No no no, I said I'm pushing it to the side.

To keep myself from thinking about it I go to the kitchen to make myself some ramen.

I sigh watching it boil slowly. And I'm bored again. If Aunt Claire was here she'd be there talking to me about how her and Dusk, her boyfriend are going to get married some day and I would all ways laugh at her. Then she would all ways scold me.

When I was young I used to ask her about my mom, she would all ways shrug and say 'I don't know.' Even though I knew she did.

I stopped asking dumb questions like that after a while though. And I started to have a burning hatred towards my mom, my dad committed suicide because of her. The funny thing is, she doesn't even know she's dead. She hasn't even tried to talk to either me or dad once. She doesn't even care about her own son or husband. I hate her, I don't care what other people say or think about her I just can't forgive her.

"Oh!" My ramen boiled over, I was to lost in thought that I forgot about it. I turned the stove down and put the flavor in it, then poured it in a glass bowl. I quickly ate that.

"Dessert!" I say to myself, if Aunt Claire was here she would scold me. I'm not supposed to eat this cake until I run out of other dessert options but who cares I smile and break the rules, haha I'm just such a rebel!

As I was eating James sneaked into my mind again. Was he just messing around? Or did he really mean something.... Oh who cares... I know I don't....

((Sorry if that was a really boring chapter, I really am brain dead right now.... ))

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