all i've felt for so long is crushing sadness and insecurity.
almost like everyone is annoyed and so done with me. that everything i say or do is wrong. that i'm being proven time and time again that i'm someone no one wants or should have to deal with.
and i don't blame them.
i'm trying so hard to get by like everything is fine and normal but it doesn't help when everything even the littlest things get to me and affect me so much, i know that it shouldn't.
no one cares about the girl who has so many issues, hates herself and brings everyone else down.
no one wants to be around horrible people like me.
i hate myself so much it hurts, i feel like i'll never escape these horrible feelings and thoughts.
