Wake up already this is reality

Chapter three

Hey! I think I am starting to like to write in this, so yeah. It's a nice night out tonight as I write this, I was just finishing writing the previous chapter when I thought I might as well write another one, I mean might as well not do my homework and full fill my story! Ha, so yeah, I guess I'll tell you what being in middle school as a sixth grader is like! It is crap, I mean people are swearing, trying to be cool, loud, so fucking loud, I mean I curse too but they cuss in school about teachers, they boast about being cool, people lie, people cheat, they think they are ready to date when I am over here forever alone, I mean oh my god, what are they thinking, we are just kids, by the time we are in eight grade people might be taking care of a new kid as they think they are old enough, I mean some people have the mental state of a three year old, not even trying to finish homework or school work, screaming, hollaring out,"IS THIS HOMEWORK", at the teacher when sometimes the teacher puts on the board, or something what is not done in class is homework, or what the homework for the whole week well be, but people are blinder then my and I need glasses! I swear right now, people just don't know how to be proper, like in chorus a few days ago, one of the girls were burping in someone's face, glaring at me when I turned around, rolling their eyes at the teacher, acting like it won't hurt their grade, ha, so wrong, sometimes I question how these people even got into 1st grade let alone 6th! 

Then again, I mostly don't do my homework and sometimes I zone out when the teacher is talking but I still pay attention and try to do what is needed, and all that, but I still try to keep up with everything I have, but oh my god, people are so disrespectful to other students and teachers to where they get expelled for awhile. 

I mean did you ever think that some 6th grader could be able to cuss out a teacher, but yet again I see pre-k kids last year singing songs that they shouldn't even know, I mean what is this world coming to?! Everything it falling apart.

 I mainly just try to stay away from most kids in my school either they are to rude or they just don't even know I exist to were I just want to walk into school with a cardboard sign on me with words in big letters,"LOOK AT ME I EXIST", had I wish I could do that, but my parents would be to worried about me getting in trouble that I can't even do my homework without them watching over my shoulder, I mean I understand, they are trying to look out for me but sometimes parents need to let their kids be kids, I mean please, just let me grow up not baby me to make sure I don't mess up, I need to mess up, I need to make mistakes, I need to be emotional, but to my mom being emotional is bad, it is as bad as a sin to her, but I would much rather sin then live another day in this Hellful Heaven.