Wake up already this is reality

Chapter twelve

Eek! It's me Ash, and I am so sorry, so I have been dead for the past few days, ha ha ha. Sorry, I have just been dealing with school which sucks and yeah! So my friends are all fighting, I feel like I am just someone who is there, like Friend A, just a bystander who has to play the role of, the person who has a crush on the main character who is dating someone already, but somehow tries to find love anyways, and is there for all the other mains, and sometimes could get a part about them, but my only part that I play a big role in it writing, because with writing I can be the lead, I can make someone almost identical to me and just rename them, document my life and put it in the story. One of my friends has admitted to have done self harm, other friends are being mean to one and other, and another friend doesn't know how I feel to be laughed at, to have to feel like an understudy, learning all the lines but then knowing, I am not going to get a part.

Okay, so side note, I left a love note in my crushes locker on Friday, but for some reason I denied having any connections to it. I got a girls number, and I might try to write more entries when I want to because not everyday something happens.

ALSO WE GOT CAKE IN ENGLISH, sorry, I am just happy I got cake! It was so yummy, and we got cake because it was someone's birthday, and I was called to get cake after the birthday-boy got his and I went first because I am apparently the quietest student and I guess that's a good thing.

Oh! A talent show is coming up, so I might do it, but I also could do the modeling thing which I might bring up to my mom today! Aw, Roxy is lying in between my legs, and like normal, I am not wearing pants but I am wearing a Gameboy t-shirt. 

Ugh, great, my friends are fighting again, I think I'll stay out of this one this time at least. Well I am going to ask my crush out tomorrow, wish me luck, and bye!