Wake up already this is reality

Chapter four

Okay, hi! I'm back again, and I thought I should talk about Aspen, Aspen is a nice girl, she has a bit of temper issues, she has some insomnia sometimes, she can be really stubborn, sometimes obnoxious, well a lot of times obnoxious, but she is still my friend, not saying we never get in fights, we kind of get in fights all the time, but the most we fought was in the beginning of the year, it was always over useless crap, like her insulting me a bit, but like in a few hours to the next day I would always be the one to make up... Thinking about it, why did I make up? Why not her, you know what, it is so hard to get a fucking sorry out of her, but it's fine with me I guess.

I met Aspen in first grade, she was new to our school, I don't remember much of it other then that we both looked at each other, she told me she thought I was really shy or something, I think it might of taken me a bit for me to really get close to her, but we never thought of it as a bad thing, because once I got to being her friend I showed her some of the internet, such as Youtube, videogames, and more! 

I think she was still a pretty tall girl for her age, I mean she is about 5'7 now! We're only 11 years old. Aspen is not the skinniest of people, mostly weighing more then me, but she is still pretty, I mean I always tease her by calling her an "obese whale", but we both know I don't mean it in a rude way, it's kind of our way of being friends, I mean when I hug her sometimes when she sits down I put her in a choke hold. I mean I go that a lot to my friends, mainly now, I kind of am 'insane', but I prefer to be insane then sane, being sane isn't the best thing, then you are just existing, being insane means I'm living.

Aspen isn't the most prettiest of girls, she can look really pretty a lot of the time, her long hair is wavy a lot of the time, she sometimes wears the same outfit for a few days, she loves her black leggings, and she often wears this tiny scarf. I mean she lives in a trailer, with her mom, and dad, she has an older sister, her sister and one of my step sisters got into a fight a little while ago. She has a laptop, a tablet, broken wii, broken xbox, oh, and a broken 3ds, yeah, she breaks things a lot, I mean at a birthday party she sat on me and I couldn't breath and she was pulling my hair.

Aspen and I have a lot of differences, in looks, in styles, I wear black a lot but I express that I love color, people call me emo or goth or some of that crap, people call me things behind my back, they gossip, but I don't care, they can't hurt me, but their words, they are like bullets to my brain! Aspen, she does get hate, being called an Atheist lesbian is one of them, being called fat, being teased, we both have had that 'bullying' crap happen to us, but we never show we care, we only just throw it out the window or let it out the door then throwing the damn door at them!