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Part 15 - Maybe this is a blessing

Making her way out of the master, Stevie notices that the door to one of the extra bedrooms is open, she knows that Lindsey has made his way in to it.

There he is, laid out on the mattress, currently sleeping with one of the heart shaped pillows under his arm. He looks sweet, innocent, very darling  as Stevie would say, admiring him. Once again, though, they had their differences...he had stayed with her, not leaving the house to race back home to his wife.

The session they were having before she found that ring was exceptional, no session ever not being, that she wished she never stopped it to talk about that ring but it took her for a surprise. Did that mean that things were moving forward with them?

Getting down on to the mattress, Stevie lifted his arm, removing the pillow and replacing it with herself. She held him around the waist and began to slide a hand up the back of his shirt, just giving him light caresses. He's so beautiful, so perfect. There's no one else like him.

Rubbing her nose up against his, she does her best to wake him, kissing the corners of his mouth while he then twitches. His eyes open and are met with hers, instant chemistry as his heart starts up a beat, content with her there while he touches the back of her head.

"You found me," a crack in his voice, he must have been out longer than he realized. Sleep usually did that to him.

"That's easy to do, believe it or not," moving her hand up higher to massage his shoulder blade.

"Well, I'm glad that you did," touching the side of her face, cupping her chin, "...I am sorry if I raised my voice at you earlier."

Shaking her head, she touched his face, too, "No, baby, I ruined our moment. I am so sorry, so very sorry. It felt so good and you are...very good," giving a grin while trailing his smile line.

"When I do that with you, when I am giving you myself, it's important. To have you stop it just to talk about something that has no significance to us...it really bothered me, I guess."

"I didn't mean to," brushing against his lips with her fingertips, "...I absolutely adore when you make love to me...Nothing else in the world can bring two people more together than that but it raised so many questions in my mind. Divorce is a big deal...breaking apart a family is a big deal..."

"Look at how long we have been fighting it, fighting our fate, fighting our destiny...Look...We're not kids, we're not young adults, hell we're way over our prime now!" taking her by the face. "What happened?"

"You got married, Lindsey, you know that is what happened.."

Looking in to her eyes again, he can once again see that pain, that loss. "I don't think I'm going to be married for too much longer..."

"That's up to you and your choice to make."

"She's angry, furious, most likely so hurt that there'd be no reason to be part of my life any longer. I can't blame her to be honest but this does get me to wonder what will happen with my kids."

Letting out a big sigh, Stevie closes her eyes, just laying their foreheads together. "I want you to be happy...all I care about is your happiness."

"I am happy...happy when I'm with you."

Blushing, she holds the back of his head, running her thumb behind his ear, "Well, I'm happy with you, too. Most of the time," laughing.

"And I want you to be happy, too," holding the back of her head in the same fashion.

"I have to tell you that since I love you so much, I want you to be the happiest, so whatever you chose to do in this situation...I will have to support. If you want to be with me, that will be mutual, but if you want to stay with your wife for the sake of those kids...I'll have to support that, too. I can't literally put myself in your shoes but I can only imagine what it would be like to actually have a child, I would do whatever I could for them, too. You're a fantastic father and it's only made you more of a fantastic person."