I miss you.

Chapter Sixteen: Red the color of angry men

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It was happening again. I woke up quickly and glanced at my purple clock. 3 am I sighed and leaned up catching my breath. I clutched onto my phone dialing Chris's number.

"Hello?" He said groggily.

"If your not gonna talk stop calling here!"

"Why is your number private?"

"You call me everyday come on who is this?"

Click.

Hearing his voice was as satisfying as falling in love or passing your ap final.

I couldn't talk.

I can't say oh hey Chris I miss you and I'm still in love with you so come back!

That's clearly not gonna happen so I won't get my hopes up.

I dreamt about him every night too. Him kissing me touching me. Telling me how beautiful I was even when I couldn't see it. He said I was the most beautiful girl in the entire world. I just think I'm disgusting that's probably why he left me. I fight and rant in my head most of the time trying to push the thoughts away but I can't. I'm trying to let go. No, I can't. Prom is in three days and the only person I want is Chris. My mind did a backflip of thinking of him again.

I walked steadily down the stairs and saw my brother and his girlfriend on the couch making out. EW.

"Um..Kaylee why are you up?" he said fixing his shirt.

"Blue." I whispered at him. He nodded and gave me a sad smile. His girlfriend looked at me like I was stupid cause I just answered with a color. No it had a meaning. Blue was just kinda sad but red meant on the verge of suicide. Yes I know it may sound stupid but what am I supposed to say? Oh I'm up because my best friend left my side three months ago and I'm still pouting about it. Yup spectacular.

I poured a small glass of water and took to of my Sleeping pills.

His girlfriend giggled at me when I walked past the living room to the stairs. "Nice hair."

"Nice lipstick." I said loudly. "Slut..." I murmured loud enough for her to hear. I locked my door and put my headphones in and drowned in the sweet music of Parachute the band.

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"No. I am not going!" I yelled at Addie.

Who cares if she's my best friend. No.

I am so not going to this stupid party for underaged drinking and sex and overload of partying.

"Pleaseeeeeeeeeee! Last one please then I won't make you do anything ever again!" She pleaded.

"Fine but only if you Promise not to get wasted." I said luring her to my room.

Meanwhile....

I scanned myself in the mirror, red dress short and skin tight. Showing all my curves. Making me look like a stripper along with the black stilettos making it look worse. My light makeup was oaky but the outfit was too much it looks like I'm just asking to get raped.