Im In Love With The Bad Boy ❤

Chapter 6

Chapter 6-

Thankfully schools over and I'm able to go home! I walk down to the freshman lockers toss my binder in, and walk out the back door. I took the small trail at the back of school, that leads to the library and community center. Once I was up there it was like a relief. I was away from him, and was finally able to breath. I glanced over to a group of people and saw Heidi with some other guy! Wow. I stood there in shock. She's with Jake.. And she cheats on him?! She must not understand that there's girls, like me, who would kill to be in her place. I would love to be Jakes girl. I don't even care if I'm just a side girl. I'd still stay faithful to him! The anger started to build up and before I knew it I was walking her way.

She looked at me with confusion on her face.

"Aren't you with Jake?" I spat.

"Technically. But he's not that important." She said with a smug look on her face.

"You two faced. Lying Hoe! You disgust me! Why would you cheat on someone like him?! Don't you realize that there's plenty of girls who would love to be you?!" I glanced around in shock that I just said that! Just like that.. I blew my top. I'm usually really good at maintaining myself, but this boy obviously brings out the parts of me I don't want to see.

"Excuse me? You don't understand. He cheats on me also" she said with a sorrow tone in her voice.

I instantly felt bad. I shook my head in disbelief and walked off.

Once I was home I decided that all I needed was time alone. I went down stairs into the basement, which is where my room is, and plopped down on my bed. Since I was finally home I could cry and not worry who seen. I cried uncontrollably for what felt like hours. I cried over what happened with Heidi, but I mostly cried over Jake. Over the fact that he's happy with a nasty two timer, and also the fact that he also is a cheater. I cried over the face Jake gave me. He looked so disgusted by me! That's what hurt the most. I continued to lay on my bed and cry, till it got to the point where I was shaking. That's when I decided that maybe it's time to go back to my old ways. I stood up, walked over to my dresser, and opened the drawer. I pulled out my razor and walked upstairs to get in the shower.